Obsessed with my Temptation

People know me as the college Prince, but I’m secretly obsessed with the most intimidating guy in this college.

They call me a Prince because I’m attractive, charming, and a good guy. The pressure to be perfect is exhausting, but it’s the only thing I know.
Then there’s Travis Ashford, intimidating, senior, and a boxer, my polar opposite, but his heated gazes haunt me at night. He speaks to the desires I’ve never dared to tell anyone before.
One night in an alley behind a bar changes everything. Once we start with the illicit encounters, we can’t stop. We become greedy, hungry, and reckless, and what started as a meaningless thing becomes something more faster than any of us can comprehend.
We have no future.
Everyone has one vision of me that I can’t bring myself to break.
So why does the idea of ending things crush me on the inside?