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“Are you hungry?” I’ll present a buffet of whatever the fuck she wants if she requests.

Niki shakes her head and moves her eyes from the floor to my face. “When someone texted you during the drive, you changed. What was that?”

I take in a deep breath and unbuckle my belt and take it off slowly. Niki needstruthmore than she wantsme,and I’m sure she’ll split if faced with deceit. And if I want to strip all the lies she tells others, she should have mine.

“Jason. He works for me and had some information on Carlton’s group.”

Niki grins. “So he’s the sidekick that cleans up the mess you leave behind?”

“Something like that.” I walk to the closet and hang my belt, then unbuckle my pants and slide them off.

“What is this?” Her hand moves in the space between us.

“Thisis exclusive.” I throw my pants toward the hamper, and Niki leans on one leg, then crosses her hands in front of her. She shoots me an incredulous glare.

“Why?”

I scan her features, looking for hints of her wanting to make a run for it. “Why what?”

“Why me? And why should I trust you? Why should I agree?”

Slowly, I make my way toward her and move a few strands of her hair and tuck them behind her ear. Then I graze my thumb over her healing lip. “I don’t know why. All I know is that I won’t fight it.”

“How long will this…feeling… last?”

I understand now that what she needs is beyond the truth. Niki wants confirmation, a look into the future through a nonexistent glass ball that I won’t turn around and betray her. She’s at the edge of her fight against the unmistakable grip that my presence has over her. I don’t want her forced into it, because once she relents, I’m never letting her go. Instead, I need her to accept it. But what can I say that will open her eyes to what simply is?

“I broke my celibacy—” My fox pauses as if debating how much to share with me. After a few beats and steady breaths, she continues. “Apparently, mypromiscuityscared Jas, and she forced me to see a shrink. To my surprise, my therapist suggested I stop… er… sleepingaround. I thought they were crazy. It wasn’t until I began to feel empty that I realized how far I’d gone, chasing for something to numb the pain. Giving Noah a shot made me feel normal. But I’d forget we were an item and would often use my celibacy as an excuse. I knew we’d always be just friends. But then you came along and—”

Niki shakes her head, and her hands instinctively move to her chest. She clutches the area above her left breast, like each thump strangles her. “I didn’t think I was capable of…this. I’m afraid… what I feel when I’m with you… It’s addicting andhealing,in a way.”

I know what she means, and I reach for one hand and place it on my chest. “How many times do you think we come back… if reincarnation were real, I mean.” Niki shrugs and her brows shoot up in question. “The details don’t matter, not when we meet our definite end. We,” I point to us both, “will beinfinite. When death comes, my very soul will search for yours—I am forever yours either way, fox.”

The last of her hold crumbles, and she reaches up and wraps her hands around my neck. I feel her weight shift when she stands on her toes, and I crush my lips to hers eagerly. The hem of her shirt threatens to rip in my grip, and I tear it off her in one fluid move then lift her up in my arms and playfully toss her on my bed. Her laughter reaches my ears and I smile while I take off my boxers.

Niki looks at me, and her hungry glare is enough to set my skin on fire. I climb on top of her and kiss her stomach and bite down on the waistband of her shorts. I lift her ass up and glide them off her. The skin between her bellybutton and her pussy call to me, and I inhale the scent of my soap on her.

“Fuck.”

It slips out, the innate command to ravage her until she succumbs to the possibility ofus. A blind desire ripples through me, and I part her thighs and caress her wet pussy with my thumb. I draw lazy circles over her swollen clit, and she trembles when I lick up her slit. I taste her, moving my tongue slowly up and down and just bury my face between her legs. It’s ridiculous to assume I’d ever get enough and be satisfied; she’s fucking perfect. Her thighs move, and she lets out a soft pant-like, husky whisper. She breathes my name out in a sigh and I think I’ll combust right here and now.

I pull back and suck on the soft skin of her inner thigh. I’m desperate to have her, and so I kiss, lick, and nibble my way up her stomach until I finally reach her tits. I can’t take my eyes off them. She’s so fucking beautiful. I cup them in both my hands, knead them gently, and push them up, then pinch both of her nipples. I take one in my mouth and suck.

I’m hovering over her andslide my dick between them while squeezing them around my shaft. I spit at the base and then glide it up and down. She feels so fucking good. “I’ve wanted to fuck your tits since I first saw you.”

Niki bites down on her plump lower lip. “Notmy smart mouth?”

Sheoozesseductiveness. I’m a fucking goner. A growl escapes my heaving chest while she dips her chin into her neck and opens her lips, then sticks out her tongue to lick the precum off the tip of my dick. My thighs tremble. Yep, I’m a goner. I release her breasts and wrap one hand around the bun atop her head and hold her. My other hand guides my cock into her mouth. I can’t take it slow, I can’t go easy. I’m fuckingdesperatefor her.

My hips buckle and shake when her lips wrap around my hard dick. She reaches behind, grips my ass, then pushes me deeper into her mouth. She moans, and the vibrations reach my balls. I pump into her, erratic and eager thrusts and the sloppy sounds of my fucking her mouth are almost too much. My balls slap her chin and I look down to her lustful eyes, watering at the intrusion but telling me to keep going.

I pull out right before falling apart and she pouts. She’s so fucking sexy, and I reach for her lips to clean the spit around her mouth with my thumb. “I want to feel your pussy clench around me when I come.”

I lean back, and she sits up, then walks on her knees toward me. She sits on my lap and wraps her legs around my waist. I lift her ass up and sit her on my dick, and she slides down slowly. Niki whimpers and struggles at my size.

“You take my cock so good, fox.”

I reach up to let her hair fall, and I smooth it out. Her lash line tickles my lips and I kiss her eyes and then her lips. I can feel as she snuggles my dick, adjusting to my size. She lifts her hips up and down, grinding and shimming on my length. I wrap one arm around her waist and press her close to me while I lift up on my knees and lay her down, my dick still buried inside her.