Page 20 of Taboo
“What would I do without you?”
“You’d be lost.” He leans over to leave a peck on my lips before he climbs over me and walks into the bathroom, closing the door. There’s that pulling away I’ve been feeling.
I throw the covers off my legs and follow him, opening the door to him standing in front of the toilet taking a piss.
“You want to hold it for me or something?” He turns just enough that I can see his dick and the stream of pee flowing from it.
“No. Why are you pulling away from me?” He lowers his head again, turning so I can’t see his face.
“I’m giving you the space you need to figure out your life. Believe me, it’s not something I want to do.” He shakes off the last few drips before he turns the shower on.
“Then stop. If I’m going to figure this out, I need you to be normal with me. I don’t want you to hold back because I’m not some fragile woman that can’t handle you at your best.” He smiles and exhales in relief.
“Thank god. My dick is going to fall off if I don’t get to touch you soon.” He approaches me with a hunger in his eyes and I don’t make him say anything more before I start pulling my tank top and shorts off.
“Jesus, Kali. How did you get to be so perfect?” His breath hits my ear, sending chills over my naked skin.
“You’re not so bad yourself, you know. A girl could get used to waking up next to this face every morning.” I grip his chin in my hand and pull his face toward mine. He doesn’t give me a chance to say anything further before he covers my lips with his. He pulls the shirt off his back and kicks his shorts off in record time.
Grabbing my ass, he lifts me around his waist. The muscles in his arms shift under my hands and I take this opportunity to explore him all over again. As my fingers run down his back, he moves us until my back is against the wall in the shower and the water is racing down both of our bodies.
He moves fast to position himself, making the first thrust inside me exquisite. He’s everything I’ve always wanted in a man, yet my mind haunts me even in this very moment. He’s not Noah.
He never will be. So why does he feel so right and Noah seems like everything I should steer clear of?
“Kali, you’re tight as fuck. Are you clenching down on my dick?” I realize my mind has me tense when I need to be focused on Levi. Releasing my muscles allows him to thrust deep this time. “Ah fuck. That’s it. Let me in.” He grips my hair, pulling my head back before he moans into my neck.
He claws and grips my body while he fucks me against the wall. I feel him everywhere and with that he makes me forget about Noah. He consumes me and takes me places I’ve never been when my body begins to shiver and explode into an orgasm so strong that I have no choice but to scream in pain and pleasure at the same time.
He doesn’t stop thrusting even when I become so sensitive that I’m trying to pull away from him. His moaning becomes like a growl when he reaches his own orgasm as he pulls out and sends his cum all over the shower wall beside us. “Fuck, you make me crazy. I needed that this morning.” He runs his hand through his crazy hair, allowing the water to tame the mess on top of his head.
“You don’t exactly make me calm.” He smiles an ornery grin before he hits me back with his banter.
“Maybe I like you crazy.” This is how we are. He’s fun and always playful. He’s exactly what I need in my life. He’s not out to fuck with my mind or cause me to feel inadequate about my shortcomings. Levi has always made me feel like I deserve to be happy. Even when he tried to get me to forget about Noah and move on with my life, his intentions were to make me realize that I need to respect myself enough to know Noah doesn’t dictate my happiness.
“Maybe I like you crazy.”
“Nah, you love my crazy. You think it’s sexy.” He’s right. I’m beginning to love his crazy and I sure as hell think it’s sexy.
Chapter Twelve
Kali
“Look at that ass.” Levi steps close behind me, pulling me against his hips as I’m bent over wiping a table clean.
“Stop. I told you to keep it professional at the club. I don’t need you distracting me.” He releases me with a giant grin on his face.
“Always so serious. I love that I know the relaxed Kali.”
“Away from here you can be like that, but when I’m at work I need you to respect that I’m busy.”
“Oh I know. I just couldn’t resist that ass of yours.”
“Well, thank you. I think.” I grab the tray of empty glasses and turn to look at him. “I get off in an hour. What time will you be done?”
“I’m here till midnight. Are you going to hang around here or head to the house?” He shifts into his serious protective Levi.
“I’ll head to your house and take a shower. I’ll be there when you get home and maybe we can start where we left off this morning.” His eyes light up and I can’t help but match his smile. He makes me feel amazing and I want to spend time with him.