Page 39 of Taboo

“Thank you both.” I push Noah back and step out from between them. “You have no idea how much fun I’ve had over the past few weeks. You’ve reminded me what it’s like to be loved. Both of you have.” I look between them as I talk.

They both take a step forward at the same time, each sliding a hand down one of my arms as they pull me toward them. “Maybe you’ve been looking at this all wrong.” Noah talks next to my ear and I listen as their closeness paralyzes me.

“Maybe you don’t have to choose one of us.” Levi continues the conversation in the other ear, their breaths heating up my neck from both sides.

“You can have both of us.” Noah bites my ear just as he finishes the words that surprise me. I try to step back from them, but they both keep me in place.

“Stop running from us. Just let us love you.” Levi tries to calm me even though my mind is going crazy trying to imagine what made them come to this conclusion.

“You’re both out of your mind. You expect me to believe you want to share me?”

“We decided it’s a better compromise than losing you forever,” Levi tries to explain before Noah pulls me against him and moves me so that my back is against Levi.

“We will share you. You’ll have us both as long as you want us,” Noah whispers against my mouth. They’ve surrounded me, completely enveloping me into a warmth I could never explain. Both of them are touching me in the most tender way as they try to get their point across.

Levi turns me to face him, forcing me to look into his eyes. Noah slides in behind me, again allowing me to feel completely cherished. “This is the only way for you to be happy. We both see it, now you just need to come to terms with it and move back in with us.” I watch his eyes dance around as he waits for me to respond. When I don’t, Levi moves in for a kiss. A deep kiss that’s meant to show me how he feels about me. One that I find myself returning even though I feel the guilt of Noah being behind me.

I pull away. “Wait. I can’t stand feeling like I’m jumping between your beds. I hate the guilt I’ve been living with.”

“Shhhh.” Levi places his finger over my lips.

“No guilt. Just happiness and pleasure like you’ve never experienced,” Noah speaks against my ear, sending a chill over my body. I lean my head against his chest and give in when he starts to run his hands up my torso, getting closer to my chest with each breath.

“Kali, you deserve to be loved.” I watch Levi speak to me as Noah’s hands send heat across my body. “And to love who you want. You deserve to have everything you’ve ever wanted.” He stalks toward me, speaking deeply as Noah steps back, allowing Levi to pursue us slowly. His gravel voice is getting sexier with every step. “You deserve to be safe. To walk into your home and have your pick of strong arms to run to.” Levi reaches behind his head and lifts his t-shirt over his head.

Noah stops moving us, allowing me to touch Levi’s chest while I hear him pull his own shirt off. I kiss Levi’s chest and allow him to slide my tank top over my head, his hands brushing down my sides.

My back is bare, Noah not covering me immediately. He finally steps in behind me and slides my elastic gathered hair off my shoulder, giving him the access he needs to shoot chills through my body with his bite. Noah moves slowly, sliding a silk scarf over my chest before he blindfolds me, tying it tightly behind my head.

“Just feel us, Kali,” Levi speaks against my lips again and I inhale his scent. Masculine. Sexy. Levi.

“I feel you.” I sound breathy and pathetic, but completely consumed in these men. My men, if I so choose to take them up on their offer. Not that I can imagine saying no to what they’re suggesting so far.

Noah’s hand slides inside my pants as he wraps his arms around me from behind. Levi tugs the elastic out of my hair, allowing my still wet hair to fall over my shoulders once again. Noah pushes my pants down my legs, letting them fall to the floor and leaving me naked between two men for the first time in my life.

Levi pulls his buckle open and kicks his pants and shoes out of the way before he moves against me. Noah does the same and before I know it, Levi has my legs wrapped around his waist and he’s slowly gliding his dick inside me. Noah stands solid as if he’s a wall that Levi begins to fuck me against.

Wrapping my hands into Noah’s hair as he stands behind me, I begin to ride Levi. Rotating my hips as I find a way to squeeze and clench my muscles, making myself tight enough to pull a few groans out of Levi. Noah holds me up with his hands on my tits while Levi grips my thighs.

So many strong arms surround me with fingers sliding over my body. Mouths and tongues leaving a trail of moisture, pulling me at an insane speed straight into a whirl of sensation. I won’t make it long with these two. I never have one on one, so I know I won’t with both of them working me over. They have me wrapped around their every move and I can’t help but wish I could see them. I want to watch their faces.

Levi walks me to the bed before he sits me down carefully. I feel the bed dip behind me and before I know it, I’m in the middle of the bed, sandwiched between both of them. I lie on my back and let the chaos of both of them consuming me take over my body. It’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced, leaving me paralyzed to their touch.

Noah pulls me toward him at the same time Levi gets closer to my back. “Kali, tell me you don’t want us both at the same time and we’ll stop.” I can’t tell them that because the truth is, now that I’m thinking about it, I want it bad.

“I want.” Noah thrusts inside me, making me gasp and stop talking at the same time. “I want you both.” It’s as if the second the words leave my mouth, I flip a switch on both of them. A switch where the two of them move in sync and position me so that they can both enter me. Noah shifts his hips so that he’s deep inside me before Levi stands on the bed, guiding my head to suck his cock.

“Get it nice and wet, baby.” Noah slides his fingers inside my ass, slowly making me frantic as I imagine what it’ll be like when Levi actually fills me completely. He stretches me perfectly as he fucks me while I gag and take Levi to the back of my throat. “That’s it.” He pops the tip against my tongue a few times before he moves in behind me.

Everything freezes, including my breathing as Levi slides in slowly, only entering a short distance with each thrust. The burning sensation as he continues to stretch me is both painful and a pleasure as I allow my body to relax. “You’re fucking beautiful. Those damn lips are already swollen.” I feel how puffy they are and how tight my chest is as they move me. My nipples are hard and every sensation I have seems to be rushing straight to my core.

“That’s it.” Levi begins to move faster with each thrust and I can’t internalize how they’re making me feel any longer. My moans turn into screams of pleasure as they rock my fucking mind.

This is wrong, I know it, but I can’t seem to drum up an ounce of guilt. To me, this is perfection and love at its finest. Both of them, worshipping my body with their delicious mix of rough and tender touches can't possibly be immoral. And if it is, save me a seat, between them, in Hell. I refuse to deny myself anything that feels this damn good.

We have sex for hours. Both of them making it their mission to make my collapse in exhaustion when they finish. I’ve always fantasized of having a threesome, but never imagined it becoming a part of my everyday life. Is it even a possibility that they’re really okay with this situation? Could we really coexist as if we’re a trio? Will they get mad at me if I spend too much time with one of them over the other?

I pull off the blindfold and smile as I slide between them. We all lie on our backs, breathing deeply as we let the sweat drip down our bodies. This makes me anxious the more I think about all the possible ways this could go wrong. This is something we need to have a serious talk about. One that I need to be included in this time.