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Aaaaand now I’m pissed again. “I can fuck whoever I want,” I raise my voice. “You have no right to tell me who I can and can’t sleep with. If I wanted to go to Calvin’s room and fuck him right now, I would.”

“The hell you are.” Zane jumps to his feet. “You are our omega. If another man touches you, I will rip his fucking hands off,” Zane vows.

Maybe there's something broken inside me; otherwise, why would it turn me on when he acts like this? But it also makes me want to knee him in the balls.

“You can tell me I’m your omega all you want, but it’s not going to help your case. Telling me to do something, trying to control me? Yeah, don’t do that. It won’t end well for you.”

Zane’s chest heaves as he glares at me. For a moment, I wonder if he’s going to pull me over his lap and spank my ass.

I’m disappointed when he doesn’t, turning around and storming out. “I’m going for a fucking walk. I need air,” he throws over his shoulder, and a second later, the door slams shut.

Closing my eyes, I take a deep breath. “Is he always like this?”

“Yes,” both Everett and Griffin say at the same time.

“So I have no hope in him dropping the possessive, over-the-top alpha act?”

“With you?” Griffin snorts. “Not a chance in hell.”

That's what I was afraid of. Do I even want to be with the guys? I don’t know. It’s something I’ve wanted since the moment I met them and something I forced myself to push down when they left.

But things are different now, and that glimmer of hope that we could very well be a pack someday is starting to burn brighter. Zane could very well be the thing that makes or breaks us. As hot as I find the intensity of his desire for me, I won’t let him control me. I won’t let him take my choices away.

“I think he’s just coming on extra strong because we just got you back. Plus, I know he’s afraid he’s going to lose you again,” Everett explains, shifting in his seat. “We all are.”

“How about we all just relax for the night, maybe watch a movie? Tomorrow is going to be crazy busy, and with the past few days we’ve had, I think we need some downtime,” Griffin suggests.

“Yeah.” I nod my head, getting up to join the two of them on the couch. “I’d like that.”

They both smile at me, making my heart skip a beat, before looking at each other. “I’ll get the popcorn and snacks.” Everett jumps up.

“I’ll pick the movie. Horror?” Griffin asks, looking down at me.

“You know it.” I smile. I’m so happy in this moment, I want to cry. These small little moments are everything. I’ve been so unhappy for years that I crave this. The attention, the simple touches. When Griffin wraps his arm around me, pulling me to his side, I go willingly. Everything in this moment feels right. Like I’m meant to be here.

“Here.” Everett tosses a massive fuzzy blanket on me.

I grin wide and snuggle into it, moving it around to create a mini nest on the couch, which makes the guys chuckle.

Everett comes back with drinks and snacks, and Griffin presses play on the movie. A few minutes in, Everett lays his head in my lap, and I smile as I start to play with his hair.

I’m going to give myself this moment to not overthink everything. I won’t question it. Because the reality is... my life has changed, and I can choose to see where it takes me or shut it down. Right now, I don’t think I could turn around and go back to The High Roller even if that’s what I wanted. I owe this to myself, to see what comes of this tour.

Would it really be so bad if I all of my dreams came true? If my three best guy friends from my childhood pick me as their omega?

Even if it’s only a dream, I’ll enjoy it as long as I have them.

Chapter 16

Calvin

“Idon’t care what you have to do. She stays,” I snap to my assistant as I aggressively pull at my tie. Hanging up, I toss my phone onto the bed and let out a heavy sigh as I shrug off my suit jacket.

Seeing Jade just now... it took everything in me not to pull her into my arms and kiss her until she was a puddle of slick.

My mind drifts back to the other day when her gorgeous body was naked and underneath me as she moaned my name, taking my knot like the good fucking girl she is.

My cock thickens in my suit pants as her screams echo through my mind while remembering the way her pussy clamped down on my cock, back arching as she came so damn sweetly. Her peaches and cream scent filled the air, turning me fucking feral.