Page 5 of Ruined Wolf
“You,” she murmured. “I need you, Asher.”
Her words thrilled me, and I straightened, bringing my mouth down on her as I fingered her, adding another digit as she gasped into my mouth. She was so wet under my touch, I couldn’t bear it. I slid my hands under her thighs, breaking the kiss, and lifted her onto the kitchen island. Without hesitating, I spread her legs wide and leaned down to taste that sweet pussy. She cried out and tangled her hands in my hair, urging me on, so I sucked and licked her until she writhed under my touch.
“Asher,” she cried. “Asher, please...”
I slid my fingers into her, curling them up to find that spot that had her moaning and arching her back, and pulled her clit into my mouth, sucking hard. She came, her sweetness flooding my mouth, and I lapped it up like a starving man. Dragging her up, I stood between her legs then kissed her, knowing she could taste herself on my lips. She clearly didn’t care, wrapping her legs around me and pulling me as close as she could. I felt her pussy pressing against my cock, and I groaned.
She reached down and started unbuckling my belt. “I need more, Asher. I need more.”
“I can’t,” I rasped, hating myself for saying it. “Not like this.”
She looked up at me, then nodded. “Trust me?” she asked.
“I do,” I murmured as her fingers pressed against my hardness.
She pushed me away, jumped down off the bench, and dropped to her knees. My buckle was undone in a moment, and she pulled out my cock, wrapping her small fingers around it.
I groaned at the sight. “Nova... Shit, that’s good.”
When her mouth encircled the head, I leaned forward and grabbed the worktop to steady myself.
“Fuck.”
Her tongue danced over my skin, tormenting and pleasuring me at the same time. I felt the warmth of her mouth slide down my shaft, and I fought not to come straight away. She worked me well, running her tongue down the sensitive seam underneath and pressing in at the base. I’d had some casual fumbles as a teenager, but I’d never let a girl get this far before, and it was so good, I fought the urge to pull her up and shove myself so far into her pussy that she screamed my name, but I couldn’t. I didn’t want to take her that way. I wanted it to be more, to mean more.
Her teeth grazed my skin, and I gasped, feeling the pressure build. “Nova, you should stop. I’m close. Nova... Nova... Fuck!”
I gritted my teeth to stop myself from shouting out as I came, my cum spilling into her mouth. I watched her in amazement as she swallowed it down, pulling back to clean my cock with her tongue and licking what was left from her lips. I stared down at her, breathing hard for a moment, and she met my gaze. Emotions danced across those golden eyes—desire, satisfaction, and a flicker of regret—and suddenly my lust faded and I felt ashamed of myself.
I tucked myself away and quickly did up my belt before reaching down to pull her to her feet. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done that. I shouldn’t have made you do that. This is all wrong.”
“Asher,” she murmured gently, reaching out to grab my upper arm as I turned away.
“Don’t. This can’t happen again. You’re my brothers’ mate, for moon’s sake. This was so wrong.” I was horrified at myself, horrified at the pull she had on me that had made me act in such a shameful way. Maverick would be livid, and Lucas, fuck, he would certainly come after me for touching what was his. I’d seen the way he’d gone after Maverick, and he hadn’t been mated to her then.
“Asher, they won’t mind. They told me if it was you—”
Guilt, shame, and anger rose inside me, and I spun around. “Oh, so it was planned then? You decided it was okay to seduce me, and they even gave you permission? What, did they need a rest? Or maybe Lucas thought it would be funny for you to see how far you could get.”
“Asher, how could you even think that?”
She looked as though I’d slapped her, but I couldn’t stop. “I’m not some fling on the side, Nova. You can’t mate my brothers and think you can still keep this going. I want more than the occasional fuck when you get bored. I want you completely.”
There were tears in her eyes now, and my heart ached at the sight of them, but I was hurting too.
“Asher, it wasn’t like that, it wouldn’t be like that. I want you.” She reached out for me.
“Are you going to mate me as well then?”
She stopped, then pulled back. “I can’t do that.”
“No, I didn’t think so. I’m sorry, Nova. I want all of you, or I don’t want anything from you. This won’t happen again.”
I turned and headed for the door, grabbing the keys to my truck. I needed to find somewhere else to live. I knew I had to leave this place, find a new home, and start a new life, but with every step I took, I felt my heart grow heavier, knowing that I was also walking away from her. A part of me wanted to go back and fight for us, but I knew it would only hurt us both in the end.
I needed to get away from here, from Nova, before I completely lost myself in her.
CHAPTER THREE