Page 51 of Chaos

But, below her sly smile, her fingers hold the fabric of her deep red colored blouse out just far enough I can see the top of her black lacy bra.

Blood rushes to my cock so fast it pinches in my jeans.

Careful, Sofia. You’re making it very difficult to follow the rules.

TWENTY-SEVEN

SOFIA

Song- I Want It All, Cameron Grey

I know I shouldn’t tease him, but he’s impossible to resist.

There’s a tiny part of me that doesn’t want him to stop when I tell him to. Well, maybe a bigger portion.

The way he looks at me, like he’s seeing through me to my innermost thoughts, it’s unnerving and addictive.

I want to be seen, wanted, and even loved.

Can I have that with him? Or will he turn out to be like his brother?

Maeve changes everything I thought I knew. She’s a huge factor in every decision I make.

Why can’t I stop thinking about him? All day at work, I kept hoping he’d saunter in and take a seat.

He makes me feel beautiful when he watches me, as if I’m the only person to exist.

Driving home, my mind wanders to his tattoos and piercings. I wish he would make me feel like he did that night years ago.

Lost in his touch and the intensity of the moment.

I almost don’t notice him leaning against his motorcycle outside of my house.

No. My hair is a mess and I’ve been running all day. I don’t know if I’ll have the willpower to deny him again.

Why should I?

Maybe I should just give in.

Unless he’s not serious. And I’m just a game. The prize at the end of the chase.

I bet if I give in, he’ll get bored and move on.

It’s a chance I don’t want to take.

He looks up as I drive past. His eyebrows raise and fall when I don’t turn into my driveway.

I give him a small wave and a smile before hitting the gas. Taking the corner a little fast, my tires chirp across the pavement.

My heart pounds in my ears at the thrill of his expression.

“Joke’s on you, Jax.” I grin at the windshield as I speed past the houses.

There’s a park just ahead. If I hide the car behind the pavilion, he shouldn’t be able to see me.

When I turn off the engine, I hold my breath, listening for the rumble of his bike.

Hugging myself in excitement, I hear him drive by.