Page 43 of Savage for You
“Baby, we need to stop. I'm not on the pill and we don't have any condoms in here.”
Rocky groans but pulls away, placing me on the ground softly.
He grabs my loofah and starts to wash me. He helps me wash my back then crouches down to wash my legs. He grabs one foot setting it on his thigh while he washes my leg and up my thigh. He does the same for the other. I moan when his touch lingers at my pussy.
“This for me, baby?” He motions to the body wash I grabbed for him. He’s holding it up, inspecting it. “Smells good.”
“Mmhmm, I like it too.” I shrug it off like it’s no big deal. It really isn’t. I was out at my favorite soap store and saw the men’s body wash so I just found one that I thought would smell good on him. Goat milk soap is so much better for your skin—you have to wash your body a few times with it before you see a difference, but your skin will so much softer.
“Thank you,” he says softly.
“You’re welcome.”
We finish in the shower and it's still pretty early. We settle back on the couch and put on Die Hard. It’s one of my favorite movies, but also my favorite Christmas movie.
We argue over that since he claims it’s not a Christmas movie, but we’ll have to agree to disagree.
We order some barbecue chicken pizza with pineapple, onions, and cilantro.
“I can’t believe you like pineapple on your pizza too.”
“Yeah, I don't understand how more people don't eat it on their pizza.”
Pineapple on pizza is top tier.
“Fuck, Killer, pineapple on pizza and Die Hard? What else are you hiding? Keep it up, and you’re going to fuck around and make me fall in love.”
He laughs but I'm stiff, and then I relax. I giggle at the thought of him falling in love with me. Fuck, hopefully when he finds out who I am, he won't look at me differently and love me for me.
I’ll tell him soon.
“Hey, can I ask you something?”
“Sure, you can ask me anything.” I give him my full attention.
“Why aren’t you on birth control?”
“Well, honestly it made me crazy. The hormones in it were too strong, I guess. I tried the arm one, but it shot out when they were putting it in.” I shudder at the memory of me sitting in the doctor's office. They used the little gun for the implant, and it shot out the other side.
“No way!”
“Yup.” I put my arm over my head to show him the two mini scars on my upper arm.
“Damn, you girls go through some shit.”
“Yeah, so hopefully soon they make some men’s birth control pills, so we don't have to have a period on top of having our hormones out of whack all while trying to not get pregnant.” I laugh because the stunned look on his face is priceless.
I’ve never felt more taken care of than I do when I’m with Rocky.
I’m falling for him, but I'm hesitant to let him in. I don't want us being together to mess up his chances with the draft and being selected by the team he really wants to play for. I don't want him to resent me.
eighteen
Montana
Today is Rocky’s twenty-second birthday.
I have a few surprises for him which I’ve asked Autumn to help me out with. Talon, of course, said he would help because Autumn is involved, but I was also able to get Xander and Kellen to help. I’ve planned a birthday scavenger hunt that’ll lead back to a big surprise that I had so much fun planning. There are so many little twists today that he won't know what’s happening until we are done with the day—things that I think he will love. I’ve never done anything like this before, so I hope he likes it.