Page 82 of Tongue-Tied
“Feels amazing. Please don’t stop.”
So I don’t. I kiss Austin while I slide a finger inside, and since he’s already lubed and used to the dildo, it doesn’t seem to be as uncomfortable for him as it could be. I add another digit and seesaw them in and out before I curl a finger and find his prostate. As soon as I brush against it, he nearly shoots off the bed.
“Oh my God.” He shudders when I do it again. “I mean, I’ve found it myself, but having you do it feels different.”
I continue to stretch his hole, and watching his reaction, so full of wonder, makes me feel like I’m going to blow my load any second. “Jesus, you’re tight.”
I keep fingering his ass while I fist his cock, and before long, Austin is squirming and moaning but also frustrated, like he’s right on the edge but can’t make the leap. “I feel like I’m gonna crawl out of my skin. I need…God…”
“You saying you need my dick?” I whisper against his lips.
“No.” His eyes widen. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean… I’m just so turned on. It’s like my whole body is tingling with little electric shocks.”
I realize right then how fucking much I want to be the one to do this. To make him feel good and hopefully special.
But also to know what it feels like to be inside him after our weeks of foreplay.
I remove my fingers and sit up, feeling the sureness click in place.
“Dex…”
“I want it too,” I reply, and his gaze softens. “Does the offer still stand?”
He nods. “Please.”
Leaning over the bed, I make quick work of digging the condom out of my wallet.
By the time I’m done rolling it down my shaft, Austin has already grabbed more lube for my cock. My hands are trembling as much as my heart, and Austin notices right away. Somehow, he always just knows, and there’s something so awe-inspiring about that.
He grips my hands. “Hey, this doesn’t have to happen tonight. It feels good just being with you like this.”
“I want to…” I want him so fucking much, I ache with it. “Just nervous it won’t be good for you.”
“It will be…because it’s you.”
My heart lodges in my throat as I pull him in for a kiss.
“Thanks for the vote of confidence.” I give my cock a yank so it doesn’t start to flag. “Do you know how you want to do this?”
Given how much time he’s spent thinking all this through, I can’t imagine he doesn’t know exactly what he wants. Who am I to dispute that?
“Uh-huh.” He nudges me. “Lie on your back.”
I smile because bossy is not at all how I envisioned Austin would be during his first time. I like that he’s taking agency like this.
He straddles my waist and gives me an intense look. “I wanna do it this way.”
Suddenly, I feel shy as he stares down at me with such trust and affection.
“I’d never say no to a hottie wanting to call the shots.” I grip his thighs. “Go for it.”
Turns out, getting the right angle is a bit difficult, mostly because we’re both nervous, so I grab hold of my shaft to help him line it up to his hole.
“Oh my fucking God.” I clench my teeth as he lifts onto his knees, then lowers himself inch by inch on my shaft. “You feel…Christ. So good.”
I try not to thrust upward, allowing him all the time he needs. I watch him closely as his lips move in a silent curse, and he stills when I’m buried balls-deep.
“How do you feel?” I rub his thighs. “Does it hurt?”