Page 39 of Risk

Chapter 13

Leah

Well, I’m forever ruined. Not only was that the best sex of my life, but I seriously couldn’t walk afterwards. Leave it to Mason to deliver exactly what he promises. Four days later and I’m still hobbling a little.

“I squirted all over his face. Like a sprinkler, Mak.”

“Girl!”

“I’m ruined for all other men. Damn him and his big dick and stupidly big tongue.”

“How big are we talking?”

“Big, Mak. Wait, his tongue or his D?”

“Both! I want all the details.”

“Both are impressive in size and talent. But his tongue work is diabolical. Okay, his dick game is too.”

Good grief, what have I become? Ever since I left Mason’s house four days ago, my grey matter has obsessed over every detail of that night. How perfect. How fun. How unexpectedly simple and decadent.

How it’ll never happen again because once was enough to make me question things.

I’ve been dying to talk to my bestie about it, but this is the first time we’ve been able to catch up after days of playing phone tag. “I don’t know what to do, Mak.”

“What do you want to do?”

“Fuck him again.”

“Understandable.”

“I also want to run for the hills.”

“No one said this was a commitment. He doesn’t even live here for most of the year. He’ll have to go home eventually, right?”

“Yeah.” I don’t know if I’m depressed or relieved about it, which is one of my many issues here. “What if he has a wife, Mak?”

“I’m sure if he did, you’d have seen that on the internet already.”

True. It’s not like I didn’t go on another deep dive down the Mason Finch rabbit hole when I got home the other day. Or every day since.

“I like him,” I confess. “He’s fun and sweet and sexy as hell.” I lost track of how many times I’ve watched that video of him eating me out. And each time I get to the end, where he sucks his finger clean and winks at the camera, I swoon.

It’s so embarrassing.

What’s even worse is that I have no clue why he let me keep that video. He must know I could use it as blackmail. Someone like him caught making a porno would likely destroy his reputation, right?

He trusted me with it, though. Without saying a word, he took a risk and let me keep that footage.

Why?

Shit, even my employer sometimes makes us sign NDAs. Mason, however, seems to have thrown caution to the wind with me. It’s reckless of him to do that. He’s not stupid. He made that video on purpose.

Was he giving me proof that he trusts me?

Is this his way of showing me he doesn’t care about his reputation, even though I’m trying my best to protect it for him? Does he even know that’s why I’ve drawn a line in the sand between us?

Christ, my overthinking is overthinking at this point.