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I fight it, I really do, but he pinches my clit hard, ripping the orgasm out of me, my back arching. I feel him swell inside me, and he comes, whispering my name as he fucks me through the aftershocks of my reaction to him.

Chapter Fourteen

Hudson

I help her to her feet, the spell cast over us breaking the second she finds her balance.

She rips her hand from mine and rushes over to where I threw her hoodie. She goes to pull it on, but I yank it from her hands. I shove it into the dirty laundry basket in the laundry room and grab one of my clean shirts.

I walk back to where she’s still frozen and hold the shirt open for her. Like a puppet, she lifts her arms and allows me to slide the shirt on before I fasten the buttons, pausing when I secure the one between her breasts.

“I don’t want you wearing his clothes anymore,” I admit quietly, knowing I’m being unreasonable, but I can’t help it. When it comes to Starling, it’s like I’ve been possessed.

She looks up at me, her blank expression turning into one of fury. “What about when I’m wearing his cum?”

I have her pinned to the wall before it’s even a conscious thought. “Don’t,” I grit out.

“Truth hurts, huh? You didn’t mind being cruel with your honesty. It’s not my fault you can’t handle mine.”

“If he comes inside you, I’ll fuck it out of you. I’ll fill you so full you won’t be able to move.” I reach down and cup her pussy that’s slick with my cum. “If he comes on you, if he marks what’s mine, I’ll tie him up and make him watch me fuck you in every hole until you beg for mercy.”

“I hate you,” she whispers, a tear running down her cheek.

“You won’t hate me forever.”

“I will. I’ll never forgive you for this.”

“I don’t need you to forgive me. I want your pussy, not your heart. I tell you what, the second you stop hating me, when you love me more than you love him, I’ll set you free,” I lie, dangling hope in front of her like a proverbial carrot.

She shoves me back a little, her anger giving her strength. “You’re pathetic. I thought I was the child, but it’s you. You only want me because I’m his.”

I lift her and pin her to the wall, my hand wrapping around her throat and cutting off her air. I position myself between her legs, line myself up, and let her go, impaling her on my cock. I clamp my hand over her mouth to muffle her screams and fuck her brutally. She won’t get any mercy from me. Not today.

Her nails dig into my shoulders as I hold her, one arm under her ass to keep her exactly where I want her. I don’t kiss her or touch her anywhere else. I don’t give her pleasure in any way besides what she’s getting from my cock.

This isn’t about making her feel good any more. This is a warning about what’s to come if she doesn’t watch her mouth and follow my rules. I come with a roar, releasing everything I have inside her.

Breathing heavily, I pull back and slowly lower her to her feet. I feel her legs shake, but she stays standing.

Bending to place a kiss on her lips, I’m not surprised when she turns her head away. I press a kiss to her temple instead.

“This doesn’t have to be a battle between us.”

“We’re fighting for two different things Hudson, survival and surrender. There’ll never be anything but war between us and if you can’t see that, then you’re an idiot.”

I step back and tug the shirt she’s wearing down, so it covers her. “Go get some sleep.”

She turns her head to look at me, her eyes filled with betrayal. She might hate me now, but I wasn’t kidding when I said it wouldn’t last forever. I’m used to playing the long game, and I know how persistent I need to be to wear someone down.

She walks away, her shoulders stiff with tension. I watch as she leaves the kitchen, and she disappears from view.

Leaning against the counter, I take a minute to get myself together. That didn’t go the way I’d planned, but I’m not sorry. At least now she knows where she stands—where we both do.

It’s what she does next that I’m most interested in.

I clean up the kitchen and take her gift up to her room. I leave it on the empty bed before I head upstairs and take a shower. The cold water does nothing to stop the lust simmering beneath my skin. I had thought the need for her would ease after we fucked, but if anything, it’s worse. She’s a drug I just can’t get enough of.

Climbing out, I dry off and get dressed in a pair of black tactical pants with a black sweatshirt. I know sleep isn’t in the cards for me right now, so instead of lying here thinking about Starling in bed next to Abbot with my cum smeared between her thighs, I head out to check out Diamond’s ex.