Page 133 of Psycho Gods

A toxic relationship to me means Arabella, Scorpius, and Orion are all dead. I failed them. I attend their funeral and am so overcome with grief that my flames explode around me and I murder hundreds of thousands of people.

Afterward I walk through the carnage feeling nothing, not even remorse, because my mates are gone, and that is all that matters. I am alone.

Aran Alis Egan

My name is ARAN, not Arabella, you flaming jerk.

Corvus Malum

You are not masquerading as a male anymore. Stop being childish. Arabella is a gorgeous name. You are also the most gorgeous woman I have ever seen in my life.

I didn’t mean to say that.

Aran Alis Egan:

You’re so obsessed with me that it’s insane (HAHA, it’s the truth). Also, remember when I stabbed you earlier with the pen?

I want to stab you every time you call me the wrong name. It fills me with joy (still the truth, take that!).

Corvus Malum

If you hurt yourself again, I will put you over my knee, Arabella. But I’ll let you hurt me any way you need to, as long as you don’t hurt yourself.

That is unacceptable.

I can’t stop thinking about how gorgeous and murderous you are.

Also, you missed.

Aran Alis Egan

ERROR

This is an automated enchanted message that the owner of this journal’s pen is out of their immediate vicinity. They are not ignoring you, don’t panic. The High Court wants you to remember, you are enough and criminal insanity does not define you.

Corvus Malum:

Don’t throw your pen across the room like a brat or I’ll treat you like one. I fantasize about painting your ass red, and I need to cover you in my cum.

Orion Malum

Oooh, are we playing a game where we only talk through the journals?

This is fun.

Nice aim, baby. Don’t worry, I’ll bring your pen back over to you.

Also, in a toxic relationship I can’t talk to my mate or share anything with them. They don’t acknowledge me when I am trying to communicate with them. They don’t let me watch over them as they sleep. They don’t like that I want to own them like a treasure and consume them.

I feel lonely and abandoned.

That is why my relationship with Corvus and Scorpius is not toxic. They always listen to me. That is why I’m enraptured with you Arabella, you fit in with the three of us perfectly.

Aran Alis Egan

Thanks for the pen, Orion. Some people are chivalrous gentlemen unlike other people (MALUM), who are dramatic and misogynistic.

Also, side note, is that why I’ve been having weird dreams about a figure watching over me?