Page 69 of White Hot Kiss
“I figured as much, but I don’t understand why. What does it have to do with the ring or my mother?”
“Hell is looking for you,” he said, rather casually.
“You said that before and I...”
“Didn’t believe me?” When I nodded, he closed his eyes. “I wasn’t lying. Hell only looks for someone when that person has something that interests them. We do like to covet things. I’ve told you that.”
“But I don’t have anything they could want.”
“You do.”
I shifted on the lounge, pushing down the sudden urge to get up and run. “And you? It’s the same reason why you started looking for me?”
“Yes.”
“Why?” I placed the half-drunk cup of coffee on the roof and held the ring close to my chest.
He gave me another quick grin. “I’ve told you. I’ve been watching you for months, years really.”
Years? My brain couldn’t wrap itself around that idea.
He returned to staring at the plant. “I found you long ago, way before your most recent birthday, before any of the demons became aware of you. I guess the real question is, what makes you so special that Hell is looking for you? You’re half-demon. So what?”
For some reason, I started to feel lamer than I normally did. “Okay.”
“But—” he held up his hand “—half demons don’t really have any demonic power. They’re just bat-shit crazy. You know, the kids that pull wings off of butterflies and burn down their houses for fun? Usually while they’re still inside the burning house. Not the smartest bunch, but hey, it happens. Not everyone is created equal.”
I pursed my lips. “I don’t think I’m special.”
Roth looked at me again. “But you are. You’re a half demon that is also half Warden. Do you even know what they really are?”
“Well, people call them gargoyles, but—”
“Not what they’re labeled, but how they were created?”
I ran my fingers over the curve of the band. “They were created to fight the Lilin.”
He busted into laughter—deep, amused chuckles.
Embarrassment flooded me. “Then why were they created, smart-ass?”
“Don’t ever let them make you feel like they’re better than you.” Roth shook his head, still smiling. “They aren’t. They aren’t better than any of us.” He laughed again, sounding less amused. “They’re His big-ass mistake, and He gave them a pure soul to make up for it.”
“None of that makes any sense.”
“And it’s not my place to explain it to you. There are so many rules. You know that. Ask your dear adopted dickhead of a father. I doubt he’d tell you the truth, or has ever told you the truth, for that matter.”
“Not like you’re doing a good job of telling me the truth, either.”
“It’s not in my nature to do so.” Setting his cup down, he leaned back on his elbows and peered up at me through dark lashes. “Believe it or not, there are rules that even the Boss follows. Not all of Hell’s children follow them, but there are things I cannot and will not do.”
“Wait. The Boss—do you mean...?”
“The Boss?” he repeated. “Yes. The big one downstairs.”
“Do...do you work for him?”
He flashed another demure smile. “Why, yes, I do.”