Page 98 of Blinded By Love

Because Hayden Night is so close to having that in the palm of his hand.

Forty-Six

Jaclyn

The only light I see on in Hayden's room is from the bathroom. I also hear the shower water making me assume Hayden is taking a shower.

I turn my head to look at his side of the bed and he isn’t there. I snuggle my head into his pillow, still smelling his after-scent. I hug his pillow to my face and can’t help but smile into it. It feels weird smiling over something as simple as a boy.

But my heart knows he is broken beyond repair and he chose me out of any other girl. Someone who has her own demons.

I shouldn’t be involved with Hayden.

I know it’s all going to end in chaos when this is over.

I hate how my overthinking is doing this, ruining what could potentially be forever.

My mind always likes to think the worst. I just can’t help that this perfect thing that Hayden and I have had will soon turn into havoc.

I look towards the bathroom when I hear the shower turn off. The bathroom door is cracked open and I can see the steam slowly making its way out of the shower. I get the covers off me and look at my naked body.

Hayden and I had sex two more times in the middle of the night.

He has so much stamina and he never wanted to stop touching me, especially since we were both sleeping naked. It started with his hand drifting down my stomach over my pussy. And then he started touching me between my legs making me come on his hand too many times to count before he flipped me on my back and slid inside me

Once without a condom which I scolded him for because I like being careful when it comes to pregnancy at a young age.

There’s no way I’ll be able to support a child by myself.

And then the second time happened right after and he wanted me on-top. Hayden guided me through it, his praising words made me even wetter and it didn’t take long for me to climax on him.

Hayden’s words are always so honest and they make me feel good about myself. I love how he talks to me like I have always wanted someone to talk to me.

And not just in sex but in everything, Hayden has always been appreciative and proud of me, even if they were small things that didn’t seem like they mattered.

My legs and the spot between them ache when I swing them off the bed. I get up, holding onto the side table, afraid I’m going to fall on my face. I grab Hayden’s hoodie from last night and throw it over to cover my bare body.

I slowly open the door of the bathroom and see Hayden is just in a towel covering his waist with droplets running down his back. He is looking at himself in the mirror, his eyes trailing over the scratches on his face. I look down at his hands and see bruises forming but I know he is probably used to that.

Hayden leans into the mirror and starts messing with his eyebrow piercing, probably to make sure it’s not infected or anything like that.

I walk inside the bathroom, feeling hot from the steam in the air. I walk towards Hayden and I see his eyes following me as I walk behind him and wrap my arms around his waist.

I’ve never been the type to need affection or physical touch but with him, I love it when he touches me. I somehow wish I could have him tucked away in my bag and bring him out when I need to feel what he makes me feel whenever he touches me.

Touching Hayden makes me feel safe and like nothing could get me from the dark.

Hayden turns around and rests his hands on my bare hips that were covered by his sweater.

He leans down and starts kissing my neck as I rest my hands on his waist. “Hi.”

I blush instantly, even though he just said ‘Hi’.

Something so simple but when Hayden says it, butterflies just can’t help but make sure they’re known.

“Hi,” I whisper, leaning my head back, giving him more access.

“How are you feeling?” Hayden asks while trailing one of his hands to the inside of my thighs and cupping my pussy. I shiver against him. Him kissing me on my sweet spots and all over my neck makes me feel how I did last night. My nipples pucker due to the attention he’s giving me. All of a sudden I feel empty and only Hayden can help me. “Are you sore?” he whispers in my ear before biting the lobe.