Page 68 of Promised Love
But as soon as he pushes himself inside me, I shriek.
Lukas stiffens above me, his cock buried, being squeezed by my sex. “Autumn!” His eyes are wide when he looks down at me.
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No! No! Fuck, no!
This cannot be real.
She cannot be a…virgin.
I squeeze my eyes shut. I can’t take the sight of the goddamn tears escaping from her glassy eyes and running down the side of her face.
Shame fills my lungs.
I’m about to pull back when her tight core clenches around me.
“Please don’t leave.”
Her trembling words halt my move. I stay buried, even when the pleasure of her hot sex gripping me is so intense it’s almost painful.
“Why didn’t you tell me, Autumn?” I run my hands over her cheeks in a soft graze, and I realize that’s how I should have treated her, softly and with care.
“Would you have agreed?” she asks, knowing my answer well.
There’s no fucking way I would have gone forward.
But even if there was a minuscule chance that I would have, it wouldn’t have been like this. My gaze lands on her hands, which are still tied with her bra.
With shame bubbling inside me, I let them free. “Your first time shouldn’t have been like this.”
“But I loved it.” Her wide eyes are trusting and glazed with lust as she peeks at me while gently rubbing her wrists.
And goddammit, I can’t stop my cock from twitching inside her.
“Let me go, Autumn,” I whisper, because suddenly I feel vulnerable, embarrassed in front of my virgin wife.
“Please don’t stop now. Please finish what we started. I want to…experience this.” Her cheeks are red and her words breathy, making my heart leap into my throat.
I’m a common man with all his flaws, after all, and I can’t take much more.
When I pull her into my arms and get up, her legs fasten around my waist. “Lukas, please don’t stop now,” she almost whines.
“Shh. I’m not stopping.” I place her on the bed with her legs hanging from the side. “But you need to tell me. Everything. What feels good and what doesn’t, okay?”
Autumn bites her lip, and this girl before me is a sight to behold. Only when she nods do I start making shallow thrusts with great care. I take cues from her whimpers and moans, but it isn’t enough.
“Give me words, Autumn.” My dominant voice is long gone, along with the man whose prime objective tonight was to fuck Autumn’s brains out. Instead, I now have a single purpose, and that’s to make this the most memorable night of her life.
“You feel…so good, Lukas.” She’s getting used to my size and touch.
“How’s this now?” I change the angle, and her throaty voice fills the room.
A few moments later, she groans, “Lukas! I’m going to…”
She hasn’t finished her sentence before she moans, and that final clench of her sex on my cock is my undoing. I shoot my load into the condom.