Page 105 of Beautiful Chaos

Harper is an absolute fucking doll. She had never flown in a private jet before, so giving her the tour took longer than expected because we had to stop at each amenity so that she could gawk at it. I love her innocence for the whole wealthy lifestyle. I can’t wait to give her the world.

If she will let me.

Things have kept us both so busy this week that my question had to wait. I reached into my trousers and felt for the small box burning a hole in my pocket. I’d been itching to ask her but there just hadn’t been the right time to do it. Maybe it was more so my nerves that were stopping me. I don’t think my ego could take her turning me down.

“Come here, Doll, sit next to me.” I patted the seat. I had already granted the pilot permission to prepare for take-off. I didn’t know how she would react to flying so I made sure the plane was stocked in her favorite red wine. Not the fancy stuff I like for her but that disgusting cheap stuff she prefers. I got my assistant to pop over to the corner store where she and Aster always picked stuff up and grabbed a few bottles for our trip.

I scrunched my nose up when the flight attendant handed her the glass and she greedily gulped it down.

“Stop it, I don’t make fun of you for enjoying snails, leave me alone about my wine.” She grinned, shrugging her shoulder as she pulled the glass back to her mouth using both hands and smiled into it as she sipped. She gave me a playful side glance of approval. I had already warned the staff, she could have no more than three glasses.

She gets a little loopy after three. If we were home, I wouldn’t mind but I’m sure she would be embarrassed if I allowed her to get that way in public.

The plane jolted a bit as the Pilot started down the runway. I watched Harper’s face as she stared out the window. The moment we lifted, her hand darted to mine and she squeezed. She never once looked away from the window. I didn’t blame her, the sight of Miami from the sky is spectacular, especially at night.

“This is so beautiful,” she whispered under her breath.

When we were high enough that the lights faded, she looked at me, eyes lit up. I love it when she has that glint in her eye. She gets that look often, especially when we’re trying new things together.

I clicked off my seatbelt and got up to give her a hand. She eagerly took it; She looked up at me confused when I reached to unbuckle her from her seat. I pulled her up into my arms. I used my finger to raise her gaze to meet mine once more. We stood there in silence for a short while, staring into each other’s eyes. When I leaned in to kiss her, she stopped me. She placed her hand firmly on my chest.

“Jasper, I know this isn’t going to be an easy trip for you, thank you for trusting me to come along through this sensitive time. I love you.”

“I couldn’t imagine having anyone else by my side for this Harper, I should be thanking you.” I kissed her lips, softly before continuing, “I wish you could see yourself the way the world sees you, the way I see…” Before I could continue, she smashed her lips into mine, kissing me with so much desire, that my knees buckled, and I almost lost my footing.

She giggled at my reaction.

I reached up and grabbed a handful of her hair, lacing my fingers through it while tugging to gain complete access to her lips. She let out a small moan and leaned in closer to me. My hands eagerly explored her body as they made their way down her stomach toward the mound, I knew was just under the thin fabric of her maxi dress.

Slowly, my hands worked to bunch the fabric, desperate to get to what waited beneath it. Just as my fingers traced her folds, I paused realizing she wasn’t wearing any panties. She reached down placed her fingers atop mine and pressed them into her where I found her to be soaking wet and ready for me.

“Damn it, Harper” I hissed.

I needed her. Now. I pulled her towards the sleeping cabin. Locking the door behind me, I turned and saw a nervous Harper standing, her cheeks flushed as she fidgeted with the hem of her dress.

“What if they hear us?” she whispered, glancing at the locked door.

“Then they hear us, nothing could stop me from expressing my love for you in any way I see fit, and right now I want to express that love by devouring your body, over there, on that bed,” I said in the crook of her neck as I peppered kisses there.

“I pay these people a lot of money, they are paid to turn an eye to my shenanigans,” I smirked pulling back to look at her, gauging her nerves.

She raised her eyebrow and giggled at my cocky statement. Then she walked over to the bed before she stopped to caress the satin sheets. I had the staff purchase them before our flight. I knew how much Harper loved the ones on our bed and I wanted everything to be perfect for her. She hadn’t noticed yet, but I also brought the blanket she’s attached to.

I met her at the end of the bed where she stood and pressed my chest against her back, pulling her into me, I audibly sniffed her hair and then moved it to the side.

“Jesus, Harper your scent is enticing alone,” I growled, Fighting my restraint. I wanted to push her to the bed and rip the dress from her body, tie her down to the hidden restraints that were strategically placed behind the posts of the bed frame. I had it custom-built for my plane.

Being with Harper has been so amazing but I have had to tone down my primal desires a little bit due to her Trauma. I’d never do anything to hurt her or trigger her in any way. But God the things I could show her, the things I want to do to her body. I could teach her how to enjoy her sexuality and all the pleasures she was capable of indulging in. I could only imagine the type of ecstasy I could bring her to over and over and over again, but I had to wait. She needs time and damn it I will give her anything she wants and needs.

I slowed down and controlled my breathing; I softened my touch and gently pulled the hem of her dress over her head. She instinctively put her arms up allowing my notion.

There she stood barring her nearly naked body to me, her breast still cupped. Her nipples raised in the lacy red bra I’d not seen on her yet.

God, she is fucking gorgeous. Her curves are like a forbidden fruit that makes my mouth water.

I reached down adjusting my cock trying to relieve some of the need that was building behind my zipper. Her eyes caught my movements. Her tongue swiped out to moisten her lips and her eyes dilated.

Without warning I gently pushed her to the bed, she let out a surprised yelp as I positioned myself on top of her. I pressed myself against her center. Her breath hitched. I will never get used to the way she responds to me.