Page 54 of Beautiful Chaos

“I’m okay.”

“Do you want to keep going?”

“Yes,” I felt slightly overwhelmed, but not the least bit scared. Something deep inside me knew he wasn’t going to hurt me. I felt safe.

I reached for his belt, making eye contact, before unfastening it. My hands were shaking, and my breath was unsteady.

“Be careful with that.” He raised an eyebrow and chuckled.

Arrogant asshole.

His dress pants and belt fell to the floor with a thud as he stood in front of me, the outline of his glorious cock enticing me through the sheer fabric of his boxer briefs.

I deserve to feel pleasure, and I see just what kind of pleasure I can have.

“So beautiful,” I whispered, more to myself, but just loud enough for Jasper to hear me, as I stared at the canvas of a man in front of me covered in art from his neck to his pelvis.

“Yes, you are,” he responded, licking his lips. If I weren’t already blushing, I would have turned beat red.

Just enough sunlight was sneaking into the room through the curtain, lighting up the walls with the sunset’s bright colors, making his perfect form barely visible.

I looked down at myself and then looked back up at Jasper with pleading eyes.

“Maybe I should just handle this on my own?” I joked, wondering where that cheeky tone came from. Smirking, he reached down and unbuttoned my pants, and pushed them down my thighs. Kneeling before me, he slowly pulled each ankle from the tight leg of my skinny jeans.

He was still at eye level with my belly button when he reached for the waistband of my panties.

I wish I had worn something a bit sexier than some fruit of the loom, white cotton, grandma panties.

I let out a gasp as I realized he was about to remove the only thing between him and my most intimate place. He stopped immediately and looked up at me searching for permission.

I took a deep breath, and let my arms fall to my side, as I nodded for him to continue.

“I need your words, Doll.

“Please keep going.” I whimpered. I felt the tingle of goosebumps rising all over my body. I closed my eyes and let myself fall into the moment. Letting Jasper take me to a place of ecstasy and pleasure, one that I wanted, one that I asked for. Giving my body to him in a way that was my choice.

Chapter 38

JASPER

When I pulled her jeans down her thighs, I looked to see she was wearing a simple pair of cotton underwear. They were already damp with her arousal, filling the room with the sweet scent of her need for me.

I was so eager to get them off her, to put my mouth on her pussy so that her need could coat my tongue.

I reached my hands into the waistband of her panties and I felt her tense her body, moaning loudly. I stopped and found her lustful gaze as I waited for permission, hoping she wanted to keep going but preparing to turn to a cold shower after getting so fucking close to having her beautiful body underneath mine.

She was quiet. I growled a low grumble from deep inside my chest. If she was going to take back her power, if she was going to ever feel in control, she needed to use her voice. She needed to say what she wanted. Demand it.

“I need your words, Doll.” I reminded her in a stern voice. She opened her mouth to speak. I waited to hear her ask me to stop but she didn’t.

“Please keep going,” she asked in a breathy whisper. Her cheeks were redder than before,

flushed with complete and utter desire.

“So needy for me baby.” I taunted as I pulled down her wet panties. She reached her arms

behind her back and seconds later her bra hit the floor.