Page 64 of Tainted Essence
“I love you, Slayer.”
She gasps, her eyes fills with tears but she quickly blinks them back. “I love you, too,” she whispers before kissing me. I groan when she grinds down on my sensitive cock. “Now, fuck me again and tell me you love me as you come.”
Jesus Christ, God really did make her just for me!
We spend the rest of the day fucking on every single surface of this new apartment and still we can’t seem to keep our hands off each other. I have this insatiable hunger for her that never seems to lessen. I think I finally understand how Knox and Xan feel now. She is my sole focus and all I can think about, all I need. We sit here in the large tub in her ensuite with her between my legs and resting back against me with her eyes closed.
She is so fucking beautiful.
“I can feel you staring at me,” she grumbles sleepily. I smile and kiss her forehead.
“Well, it's my right as your boyfriend to stare at you whenever I want.” She pops her eyes open and grins at me.
“Boyfriend, huh?”
I playfully glare at her. “Damn fucking right, you’re my woman and that means I get to shoot any fucker who looks at you.” She snorts out a laugh.
“Okay, caveman.”
“That’s right, me Tarzan, you Jane.” She bursts out laughing and I can’t help but join her.
“Don’t ever do that again!” she says between fits of laughter. The sound of her phone ringing has our laughter dying off, it’s been ringing nonstop for hours. She sighs in my hold and closes her eyes, we both know who keeps calling and she can’t avoid him forever.
“Slayer—”
“If I answer that call it will shatter the bubble we are in and I’ll have to face reality. I don’t want to face it.” I can read between the lines. She isn’t just referring to the fight today, she means if she speaks to her dad she will have to worry about what to do with Koda.
“What if we hopped on a flight tonight and went back to Canada? My house is secluded and only my brothers and the girls know where it is?” She sits forward and turns around, straddling my lap. Water sloshes over the sides but she doesn’t seem to care or notice.
“I never considered what would happen next.”
I frown up at her. “What?”
“Your life is in Canada, mine is tied here for another three months until after the fight but I want to go back to school and then there are my parents and?—”
“Stop!” She clamps her mouth closed and inhales a deep breath through her nose. “Nothing has to be decided right now, we can take it slowly and work out what is best for us.” I say that shit aloud but the truth is, my life is back in Canada and I can’t keep blowing off my job as Knox’s underboss. But, the longer I stare into those gray-blue eyes I know without a doubt, I would give it all up for her and make a life here in the States if that meant keeping her happy.
“D-do you even want to move in with me?” Her cheeks redden and I find the sight so fucking cute I can’t help but smile.
“I told you, I’m not running. I’m in this for the long run, baby.”
“What… what if I wanted to try living in Canada?” My eyes widen in surprise.
“Are you serious?”
She shrugs. “I mean, I can do school online and my mom and dad can visit whenever they want, right?”
I nod eagerly. “Of course they can.”
“Can you wait three months?”
“I can wait a lifetime.” She beams down at me. “If you need me to, I will train you for three months and work from here until your fight.”
“Really?”
I nod. “Yeah, Knox won’t mind and Xan will help him if he needs it.” She opens her mouth but snaps it closed when her phone rings again.
All traces of excitement vanish from her face. “Will you come with me?” I inhale sharply, knowing what she is asking and hating that she even wants to do this but I won’t let her go alone, I’ll stand by her side the entire time.