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“I have,” he assured her. “I’ll walk you through it.”

“And you’re…” Zoe hesitated, glancing down at the dildo in his hand. “I mean, you’ll come. Which means we won’t…”

“Love, I told you that you can do whatever you want to me and I meant it. If you want this, which it seems like you do, then I’m all for it. If you want to grab one of those condoms, I’ll make love to you so sweetly, you’ll never question my devotion to you. The choice is yours.”

Zoe bit the inside of her lip. Then she got a devilish glint in her eye that made Carlos shiver in anticipation. “Tell me what to do.”

Zoe opened the lube bottle and dribbled some onto the tips of her fingers. “Shouldn’t you, you know, turn over?”

Carlos shook his head. “I want to see you when you make love to me.”

She personally considered what she was about to do to him ‘fucking’, but it certainly romanticized it when he said ‘making love’. She had no idea why the idea of getting him off by anal stimulation was so intoxicating to her. Maybe it was the reverse roles or the fact that he was letting her have free rein of his body? Zoe didn’t know and, frankly, she didn’t care.

She brought herself closer between his bent knees. Carlos was watching her, so trustingly, that it made her feel powerful. For the first time in her life, she felt in control. That was the gift Carlos was giving her. More than a home, more than a safe haven, he was giving her a chance to find herself. To be Zoe.

She reached her lubed fingers forward between his ass cheeks. As soon as her fingers found his puckered hole, Carlos moaned low from his throat. She would have wondered if that was a good sound, except he pushed his hips into her hand. Her finger pressed inside.

“Fuck, Zoe. You’re killing me.”

She looked up at him in slight panic. “What? Am I hurting you?”

He chuckled low. “No, but if you don’t hurry up, I’m going to give you a show on what to do.”

That perked up her ears. “I think I’d like that.” He raised an eyebrow at her and she giggled. “But not today.”

He met her smile. “Agreed. You don’t have to go slow or gentle with me, love. I can take it.”

“I don’t want to hurt you.”

“You won’t,” he promised.

Zoe pushed her finger further inside, and she saw him automatically relax. He said she needed to open him up and spread the lube around inside too. Zoe worked her finger in and out of his ass.

“Add another.” His voice sounded strained but she complied.

Zoe pressed her middle and pointer fingers into his tight hole. Carlos groaned. “Are you sure this is okay?”

He nodded. “Very. Keep going, love.”

Zoe continued to work her fingers in and out of him. All the while, she watched for any signs of his discomfort.

“Lube up the dildo,” he instructed.

Zoe pulled her fingers from his body and he groaned. He brought his hand to his cock and started to pump himself as she got the lube bottle again. “How do you normally do this?”

“You mean what position or in general?”

Since she didn’t know the answer to either, Zoe said, “Both.”

“Here in my bed. Generally on my back because I’m not flexible enough to be in any other position. As to the other question, I’ve always been alone. You’re the first person I’ve shared this with.”

She looked up from where she was running her lubed palm up and down the silicone shaft. “Really?”

Carlos nodded. “You’re the only person I’ve wanted to share this with.”

Zoe crawled on top of him, straddling his belly. Careful of her sticky hands, she draped herself over him and took his lips. “I don’t know why this turns me on so much, but I love that you’re giving this to me.”

He smiled up at her. “Anything to make you shine.”