Page 132 of Wind Whisperer
What’s wrong?Nash landed and looped a huge wing over my shoulders — a move with serious potential to terrify, though I found it strangely comforting.
So why was I crying?
I blubbered incoherently. Because of everything, I supposed. Everything I was, and everything I’d spent years believing I would never be.
Why are you crying?Nash asked, sounding genuinely torn.
Well, lots of reasons, though they were hard to pin down.
One was joy — the sheer joy of flying. Something I’d grasped at my whole life, only to achieve now. Because, wow. I could transform into a dragon!
Another part was sorrow. All those years I’d wished for a tiny crumb of my father’s magic or my mother’s abilities…only to realize they had been there all along, deep inside me. I just hadn’t been connecting the puzzle pieces properly. Now, they all clicked into place, and I felt whole — really whole, and reallyme— for the first time ever. Not the me IwishedI could be. The me I was destined to be.
Which brought me back to joy again. The bittersweet kind you only tasted after a long period of struggling.
So, I supposed that was why I was crying. For all that, and for Nash, who’d made it possible.
For so long, I’d harbored a lot of dreams, but finding a man like Nash was a little like dreaming about world peace. A nice idea, but unlikely ever to be achieved.
And yet, here we were. Amazing.
So, hey. Next stop, world peace?
One thing at a time,I reminded myself.One thing at a time.
I pulled myself together and whispered into his mind.You know how you said you only came alive once you were free of Angelina?
He nodded tersely.
I feel like that now,I explained.Alive. Free.
Nash nuzzled my head with his chin. A huge, chunky, battering ram of a chin, but it felt like heaven to me.
I sniffled a little longer, leaning into him. When my breaths steadied out again, I looked up.
Sorry.
Nothing to be sorry about,he assured me.
I nuzzled him. And oh, was that good, especially when I rubbed my thick brow against his chin. I made a mental note.
Maybe not sorry,I agreed.Just grateful for so much. Grateful for you.
His smile came with a puff of warm air.I’m grateful for you.
We stayed there, enjoying a dragon cuddle — not at all as counterintuitive as it sounds — for a few minutes. Then I took a deep breath and straightened.
I’m ready now.
Nash cocked his head.Ready for…?
Flying, silly,I said, as unabashed as I could manage, seeing as I was the one who’d rushed into an emergency landing to bawl my heart out for a while.
Nash’s eyes sparkled, and he stuck out a wing, indicating the miles of wild, open landscape we could fly over. Heck, we could do better than just fly. We could soar. Glide. Spiral upward and swoop downward… All over a stunning landscape bathed in moonlight and blessed by a friendly breeze.
After you, my mate,Nash rumbled happily.After you.
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