Page 41 of Savage Heart
I pull her mouth down to mine and kiss her like I wanted to all night at that bastard’s house. “Once you have the one you want, it’s impossible to look at anything else and think you’re willing to take a pale substitute. I only wanted you.”
“For such a bad man, you say some wonderful things.”
She rolls her hips again, and this time I slide inside her. It feels like heaven on earth, just as it always does with Sienna. I could stay in this bed with her for the rest of time and never miss a thing in the outside world because I’d have her.
Stuffing my hand in her hair, I pull her body down to mine so her breasts press against my chest. In this position, I have the perfect angle to do what I want.
When the first finger slips into her ass, she makes a noise like she’s both surprised and happy. Our bodies begin to move faster so in only a minute she’s practically bucking against me and riding my cock for all it’s worth.
I take that as the cue that she wants more, so I let a second finger join the first. She’s as tight as can be, but if she ever wants to take my cock in her ass, she’s going to need to be trained first.
Sienna’s head pops up from where she’s been kissing my neck with the initial thrust of both fingers inside her, and the look in her eyes tells me her surprise isn’t joined exactly by happiness now.
“No…Alaric…it’s too much,” she says as she shakes her head.
“You sure?”
I leave both fingers inside her, still but filling her completely. Knitting her eyebrows, she answers my question with a frown and says, “Yes. It’s too much. I’m sorry.”
With that, I slide them out of her ass and roll her over onto her back, my cock staying inside her. “It’s okay. I have something that might help that.”
Reaching over to the nightstand, I open the drawer and pull out the gift I bought her. She lets out a gasp when I lift it up for her to see.
“Do you routinely carry butt plugs around?” she asks as she stares wide-eyed at the silver and pink jeweled gift I picked up at a store right here on the coast.
I have to stifle a laugh at her question. “No. I thought about the training I told you we’d need to do if you were ever to take me in the ass, so I grabbed this the other day.”
Sienna covers her face and laughs. “Oh, my God! You went to that store about a mile down the coast. The adult store my friends and I used to want to go to when we were teenagers. Does that old woman who wears the really red lipstick still work there?”
Nodding as I remember a woman who looked to be about sixty with bright red lipstick at the register, I say, “I’m pretty sure she’s the one who sold me this.”
“You and the old sex shop woman conspiring to make anal happen with me. Now I can say I’ve seen everything.”
She falls silent for a moment before reaching her hand out. “Well, let me see this thing that’s about to know me intimately.”
I place it in the center of her palm and watch as she holds it out in front of her, staring at it like it’s a bug she isn’t sure she wants to let closer to her. “It’s okay if you don’t want to use it tonight. It’s probably bad timing anyway after all you’ve been through.”
When I move to take it from her, she pulls her hand back so I can’t. “Let’s not be hasty here. I just need a few moments to get acquainted with it. It’s sort of cold, but it’s getting warmer in my hand.”
She’s adorable like this. Turning it over in her palm, she examines it and then smiles up at me. “I like the pink jewel thing on the end.”
“The choice was pink or purple. I thought you were more of a pink woman.”
Suddenly, she frowns and looks away. “I’m sorry. You must think I’m some kind of prude because this is the first time I’ve ever had one of these in my hand.”
I gently turn her face toward me and shake my head. “Not at all. For what it’s worth, this is the first one I’ve ever bought.”
“But you’ve…”
Sienna doesn’t finish her sentence, but I know what she meant to say. I’ve fucked other women in the ass. I don’t want her thinking about that, though. That was my past. Whatever I did with those women means nothing to me now that I have the woman I love.
“I’ll put it away. We can try it some other time.”
With a look of utter resolution, she shakes her head. “No. We’ll try it tonight. Just do me a favor, okay?”
“Anything.”
As she sets it in my hand, she says in a quiet voice, “Just remember I’m a newbie, okay? No pulling some porn star thing. I’d like to be able to enjoy sex with you in all sorts of ways, but that won’t happen if this thing hurts so much that I never want to do it again.”