Page 36 of Never Forever

Somehow I managed to put the animal in me on a leash. All my wants right now got pushed aside and I made this about her.

In porn it looked so easy, and when I looked it up on Reddit, guys said some girls didn’t like it. I thought the guys who said that probably weren’t very good at doing it.

I was suddenly very invested in being great at going down on Carrie Piedmont.

Even if it took all night.

I tugged down her underwear until I could see the deep auburn curls between her legs. They were damp, dark. I groaned,so turned on by the smell of her I could barely keep that leash on what I wanted to do.

She still looked unsure.

“If you really don’t like it, I’ll stop,” I said.

“I’m just…embarrassed,” she said.

“Oh my God, if we’re talking about being embarrassed, I have you beat in that category.”

When we were together, I’d come in my pants. Twice. In her hand a dozen times. That one time on the windshield.

Once,onher mouth as she wasaboutto go down on me. She said she loved it because it told her how much I wanted her. Which, yeah. Of course. She was the most beautiful woman in the world. But a little staying power wouldn’t be a bad thing.

“Don’t be embarrassed,” I told her, kissing her belly button again. “I love it. I love all of this. I…love you.”

She looked at me over her pretty black bra and her gorgeous tits and her perfect stomach.

“I love you too,” she said. Her eyes filled with tears and I felt like a sword had run right through my guts.

“No. No. Why are you crying?” I asked, lunging up from between her legs to kiss the tears from her cheeks, licking the salt from my lips.

“Because what I feel for you…it’s so big. And I thought I’d lost you.”

She took a deep breath that shuddered and I held her as close as I could, as hard as I could. I couldn’t imagine loving anyone the way I loved her right now. I wanted to love her like this forever.

“I’m never letting you go again,” I said. It was a promise.

A vow.

She wiped away her tears and I kissed my way back down her body, sucking her nipples through the lace of her bra. Which she loved. She loved it more when I bit her. Just a little.

“Oh my God, Matt,” she sighed, her hips lifting against my thigh.

I got down between her legs again. Her underwear gone. I lifted one thigh so it rested over my shoulder and I spread the lips of her pussy wider. She whimpered.

“Good?” I asked.

“Yes,” she whispered.

I could see everything. All of her. The opening of her body. Her clit. She was pink and perfect and I licked and sucked every bit of her. She twitched and moaned and I figured out what she liked best. What worked for her and what didn’t.

“Yes. Matt,” she gasped, her hands on my shoulders and then my hair. Then she was holding me still while she lifted her pussy against my face. Like she was out of control. Like she was using me.

Part of my brain went dark. I felt like a feral animal. She cried out, shaking against me.

“Yes,” she cried. “Oh my God. There. Right…fucking there, Matt.”

Therewas my tongue against her clit and my finger in her pussy. She came.

She came and I couldtasteit.