Page 42 of Always Meant To Be

I try to wiggle my body and fight him as he shoves his tongue in my mouth, and pushes his hips against mine, his member rubbing against me. Shamelessly, I instantly become wet, and I’m not proud of myself, but I moan, closing my eyes, my libido taking over.

Stupidly, very stupidly, I kiss him back, my hunger taking over my body. He lets go of my hands, instantly grabbing my dress, pulling it up as he grips my butt, lifting me.

I wrap my arms around his neck, my legs around his waist, pulling him tight to me.

He groans, leaving one hand on my butt, the other going between us. Without breaking the kiss, he undoes his slacks, then tears my panties, and thrusts himself inside me. Without letting me get used to his size, he moves hard and fast, immediately hitting the right spot inside.

“If you think…that I’d allow you…to leave me…you have another think…coming,” he grunts between thrusts, and I gasp, my belly tightening, weeks without him showing.

“Fuck, that’s it…. Squeeze me,farfalla,” he growls, then bites my bottom lip as he tilts his hips, his piercing rubbing against the sensitive tissue inside.

“Come, El, fucking come….” He groans, his thrusts becoming more violent, and blackness hits, my belly tightening, my clit pulsing as wetness spills between us, and he groans, “Fuck, you’ve just squirted, baby….”

He kisses me again, his tongue tangling with mine as he thrusts one, two, five more times, and then stills, coming inside me.

He doesn’t break the kiss, only slows it to more loving as he removes his shirt, my fingers instantly touching his bare skin, before he pulls me off the wall and walks over to my bed, laying us down, his body going over mine, his member still inside me, keeping us connected.

Gently, he nips my bottom lip, then skims his down my chin and throat as his hands bring up my dress. He moves back a little to throw it over my head, and then takes my nipple into his mouth through my bra.

He kisses down my body, then presses his lips to my little swell several times before going lower.

He rasps, “Just so you know, I’ve canceled all your plans today.” He kisses my pubic bone. “I hope you're not tired,farfalla, because I’ve fucking missed your body.”

With that said, he takes my sensitive clit into his mouth and sucks hard, causing me to arch and moan loudly.

I know we shouldn’t be doing this, that I’m going to leave, but right now, my body has taken over, and I need this; I deserve some pleasure, and I know I can’t seem to give it to myself properly, and I won’t cheat, even if we are separated.

I’m going to enjoy this and use him like he’s used me all this time, and then tomorrow, well tomorrow, I can regret it…..

Fourteen

Romeo – One Week Later

"There's eight of them,"Ray, one of my capos states as he slides back around the large boulder, pulling his hood off.

"Son of a bitch," Benj, a Made Man, snaps, running a hand through his cropped, graying hair, while I roll my eyes at their shocked faces.

So, it’s a trap….

Seriously, how in the fuck did they make it through initiation with my father?

I sigh, grabbing a cigarette from my jacket pocket, and throwing it at Benj to calm him down. The fucker looks ready to blow.

I could be at home where my fucking wife is right now, but, instead, I am stuck with these idiots because Leonardo, who is my fucking capo and in charge of this fuckery, decided to tie Holly to his bed last week, and hasn't let her leave. Which, of course, my fucking wife blames me for, because why not.

I'm the devil incarnate in her eyes, which, yeah, I probably am. I'm fucking bloodthirsty, needing to kill most days, unless I'm with her.

She calms the demon inside; she makes me whole, but instead of falling at my feet after last week, she's been trying her darndest to ignore me since our marathon fuck-a-thon, after which I woke to find her fucking gone.

She left for work earlier than normal just to avoid me, getting Aldo to drive her because I still haven't given her car back, a car I fucking hate and may have had crushed, another thing she's going to hate me for, even though I have bought her a black Jeep Wrangler.

I'd bet my left nut she won't fucking except it.

I know she regrets what happened last week, and I know she regrets ever letting me in her heart, but fuck, she was made for me and I for her. Her body molds to mine, why can't she fucking see that?

Dammit, she's already fourteen weeks pregnant and still making plans to fucking leave me, and she won't even talk to Maxim now, or his wife, trying to go through actual realtors, which is fucking ridiculous because she knows she loves me….

Fuck, my woman is stubborn, and I know I haven't helped matters with the whole contract situation, but what did she want me to fucking do, kill her own father just so the conditions don't stick?