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He hadn’t shaved in days and the reddish-blonde stubble was rough against my fingers. I could only imagine how it would feel against my lips, my thighs, and fuck, even my ass.
His sharp inhale was all the motivation I needed to finally say what I’d been holding on to.
“I can’t think about anything else. I can’t study, I can’t sleep.” I paused and licked my lips. “I freaked out when you invited me home. I knew what was happening between us was way more than fucking, and it scares me. What I feel for you… I can’t even begin to describe it, Kay. And I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing except what feels right. And that’s you. Only you.”
I wasn’t the only one shaking.
“Mad,” Kayden whispered my name, his eyes never leaving mine, and I shivered. “You can’t keep doing this. Not with me. I need to know you’re not going to turn around tomorrow and tell me to fuck off again.”
I grinned at that, the knot in my stomach finally easing. “Well, itismy favorite saying.”
“I’m serious.”
“So am I.” I stepped closer, until our bodies touched, not wanting to be anywhere else. “And I can’t guarantee I won’t push you away. I told you, I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing. Plus, you know I’m a moody ass.”
Kayden reached down and cupped said ass. My cock was aching in my jock, so hard I nearly lost my train of thought.
“I want to be with you,” I confessed, my words barely a whisper. “I’m asking for one more chance.”
Kayden bit his lower lip. “What about the team? What about hockey?”
“Off the ice, it’s you and me. We keep this private. On the ice, we do what we always do. We can separate the two. We can do this.”
“Our relationship? Our rules?” Kayden asked.
“Fucking right.”
He stared at me, and I held my breath, waiting for his answer. The only thing I heard was the frenzied pounding of my heartbeat.
“Even though we’re keeping this secret, I want to be exclusive,” Kayden added. “No one else.”
“Yes.”
I barely got the word out and we lunged for each other, the kiss mauling and greedy. His scruff teased my lips, the burn so good. Christ, I was frantic for his taste.
To me, days without touching Kayden felt like a whole fucking year.
CHAPTER 32
KAYDEN
Was this real? Was Maddox my boyfriend? Holy shit. I almost couldn’t believe it. Not his admission, not my reaction, and not the fact that he was dropping to his knees in front of me right now, and tearing at my pants.
“What are you doing? Anyone could come in here,” I hissed. “What about hiding, for fuck’s sake?”
“They’re all long gone,” he replied as he made quick work of my jockstrap. “Now shut up and let me apologize the way I need to.”
I wanted to laugh at his comment, but I was too turned on. My cock was already throbbing, leaking, but then I remembered where we were. And where we’d been.
“But I need to shower first, I?—”
Maddox teased the head of my dick with his wicked tongue. Suddenly, I didn’t care where we were or how sweaty I was; all I needed was more of his hot, wet, incredible mouth. And his filthy eagerness sparked mine.
“You really are a dirty fucking boy,” I whispered.
He moaned and looked up at me, his dark eyes watering, his lips stretched wide around my cock. He jacked me off with hishand while he bobbed his head up and down, taking me halfway down his throat before gagging.
Maddox pulled off and shook his head. “I’m gonna try my best to suck you all the way down, Kay, but you’ve got a big fucking dick.”