Page 32 of Claiming Demons
Well, screw that. I didn’t know what he had in mind, but suddenly I knew what I wanted.
“I want you to lose control with me,” I whispered to him. “Let go of your need to control everything and just fuck me with all your passion blazing forth. Can you do that, my love?”
Hesitation filled his eyes, even as his mouth quirked in a lopsided grin.
“I’m not sure I’ve ever fully lost control before,” he breathed. “With my void, I… I’ve always been afraid of what it would do if I didn’t rein it in.”
“Maybe it’s time you found out. Maybe fully unleashing it is what will help you finally take control of it.” I wasn’t sure of the logic there, but it seemed possible. “Don’t think, just act. Take me, Grey. Unleash all your pent-up emotions. I want all of you.”
I kissed him, a long and deep merging of passion, and when I drew back, just enough that my lips brushed over his, I whispered, “I can use my sex to help you feel all your passion. Do you want that? I do.”
He was trembling as my hands slid over his shoulders and arms. “What if I hurt you?”
“I’ll heal,” I told him.
“What if… I can’t regain control?” he whispered, his voice so soft I barely heard him, and something told me I’d just cut to this powerful man’s deepest fear.
“Do you love me?”
“Yes, always.”
“Trust in our love.”
I didn’t know how that would help, but some part of me knew that was what would sustain us through what was to come. I didn’t know why, but I just knew we had to do this. Somehow my sexual need for Grey to lose control had turned into some sort of growth experience for him.
“Will you do this for me, my love?” I asked. “Will you do this… for you?” Then, just to cut the still seriousness which had built up around us. I wiggled my hips over him, squirming on his cock. “Please,” I begged.
A single shudder pulsed through his body and his void swirled, completely filling his eyes.
“For you, Ana, I’ll do anything.”
Then he unleashed himself on me.
GREY
I trusted Ana implicitly.I loved her and knew her power, so I had to hope that some aspect of hers would be able to rein me in once I’d fully lost myself.
I’d never attempted anything like this before. Even when fighting Nari and taking my void to the brink of its limits, I’d still held a shred of control.
This would be a complete and utter surrender. I’d let loose and pour everything I was into Ana, all the good and the bad.
The sexiest woman in existence, naked on my lap, with my cock buried deep inside her, smiled softly and kissed me gently.
“Thank you,” she whispered.
And I dropped all my restraints.
Her sex aspect had already surged my passion and desire, but now everything else that I was billowed forth as well. The centuries of pent-up anger at my father, the adoration for all the animals I’d saved and helped, all my achievements, all my failures. All that I was… I gave to her.
Gripping her, I rose from the bed, spun, and pushed her down onto the mattress, all while keeping my cock sheathed inside her. I spread her legs open so I could see her gleaming, wet folds, then gripped my hands over the tops of her thighs as I savagely pounded all my myriad emotions into her.
It was hard and vicious sex, but Ana didn’t seem to mind. She threw her arms out to the sides, hands fisting the sheets, head pressed back, silver eyes rolling up, and mouth open in a silent scream. Her back arched, thrusting her breasts up, and I couldn’t help myself, I shifted my hands from her thighs to those glorious orbs and squeezed, using them as my new anchor point as I drove myself relentlessly into her.
My vision blurred as my void finally and fully released. It sought to suck in and destroy everything around me…
Except it didn’t.
There was only a split second, a fraction of a moment, where my void was completely unleashed, and I felt the world begin to collapse into me.