Page 16 of Loving Jamie

Jamie wiggles his ass as he shakes his head. “I didn’t listen to you, Daddy. I kept touching myself, so you grabbed a pair of handcuffs from the drawers and fastened my hands to the bed frame. All I could do was lay there and watch you both?”

“Watch us do what, baby?” Justin asks.

Jamie hides his head in Justin’s neck and quietly says, “I had to watch you touch each other. You locked me to the bed so I couldn’t touch myself. It was torture... but I kinda liked it.”

Justin’s eyes shoot to mine and my mouth goes dry from the look on his face. His eyes are dark with lust and his jaw is set tight.

“What part of the dream did you like, Jamie? Did you like us restraining you, or did you like watching me and Justin touch each other?” I ask.

Jamie’s head is still tucked into Justin’s neck, but I see his ears turn red as he says, “All of it. Watching you guys fool around really turns me on and being forced to watch but not able to do anything about it made me feel helpless, but in the best possible way.”

He sits up and runs his fingers through his hair and says, “I don’t like being left out... I enjoyed the dream so much because I was still included, even though I couldn’t physically do anything. If this relationship works out, I don’t need all the attention to be on me. I want us to each have our own bond with each other. But when it comes to punishments being given out, I need to say that I don’t like being ignored. I would actually put it as one of my hard limits.”

Jamie messes with his fingers and shakes one of his feet as he says this. He’s nervous, and now that we know some information about his ex, I can understand why he wouldn’t deal well with being ignored.

“Why don’t we all go downstairs and we can talk about limits and discuss appropriate punishments?” Justin suggests.

I nod my head in agreement, and so does Jamie.

I make us some breakfast while Justin sorts everyone a cup of coffee. Jamie is sitting at the breakfast bar, swinging his feet and humming a song as he watches us move around the kitchen.

Ten minutes later we are all sat around the table eating our breakfast when I say, “After we finish eating, I'm going to grab a checklist for us to each fill out, I know we have all been in the kink lifestyle for years now but it would make me feel better having a deeper understanding on what everybody wants. Does that sound ok for you both?”

Justin nods his head and Jamie says, “Why do we have to go through a list? Surely, we can just tell each other now?”

“I know we can, angel. But there are probably things on the list that you don’t have a lot of knowledge on. And with your past, it would make me feel better if I have a list of things that you either do or don’t want to do, as well as things that you may want to try.” I explain.

Jamie rolls his eyes and says, “Just because I haven't been in the lifestyle as long as you and Justin, it doesn’t mean I have no knowledge of kinks.”

I open my mouth to speak but Justin holds a hand up and says “William doesn’t mean it in a bad way baby, I'm sure you have a great understanding of things but what if I told you I’m into actirasty or oculolinctus?”

I have no idea what that means and by the look on Jamie’s face, he has no clue either.

Jamie tilts his head to the side and says, “I don’t know what those words mean.”

“Exactly. You don’t know what they are and William probably doesn’t know what they mean. My point is there will be things on that list that we need to talk about.”

Jamie pouts but says, “Ok fine, you’ve made your point.” He turns to me and says, “I will go through your checklist and then we can discuss.”

Nodding my head, I finish the last few mouthfuls of my breakfast and say, “Jamie, why don’t you go get comfortable on the sofa while Justin and I sort the dishes? And then I’ll go and get the paperwork.”

Jamie agrees and then walks towards the living room area. When he’s sitting comfortably on the sofa, I turn to Justin and ask, “What did those words mean?”

Justin quietly laughs and says, “Oculolinctus is the desire to lick eyeballs and actirasty means arousal by the rays of sun.”

My head tilts in confusion. “Uh... okay?”

“I used to work night shifts and things were quiet most of the time, so I would spend hours on my phone scrolling through Reddit, learning some terminology. The point of me saying those things was so Jamie understood why your checklist is so important.”

I guess that makes sense?

I rinse off the dirty dishes before putting them in the dishwasher. I press a kiss to his lips and then push him towards the living room.

Chapter 11 –

Jamie

Justin sits on the sofa next to me and wraps an arm around my shoulder. “How are you doing?” He asks.