Page 5 of Loving Jamie

He nods his head and presses a kiss to our entwined hands.

Justin turns the light off, and we get settled into bed. He pulls my body to his so we are lying facing each other. I lean forward and press my lips to his.

His fingers trail down my chest, goosebumps following his path. He circles his fingers around my nipples, causing them to harden immediately. I groan at the tingling pleasure before he pinches them between his fingertips, hissing between my teeth while I push my chest towards him. When he lets go, my body relaxes back to the mattress.

He rolls me onto my back and settles between my thighs. I wrap my legs around him and pull his body down to mine. His erection makes contact with mine as I shove my tongue in his mouth. He groans as I push my hips up, grinding myself against him.

I pull away from the kiss first, and he continues to brush his lips down my neck. I can feel him sucking a mark onto my skin.

I tilt my head to the side, allowing him more access. “Please Justin, please, I need you.”

His teeth squeeze the skin on my neck before he says, “What do you need from me, baby? You're going to have to tell me.”

My head is dizzy and my dick is leaking in my underwear. “I need you to touch me.”

He drags a hand down my body and wraps his fingers around my straining cock. He squeezes me a few times before asking, “Like this?”

I shake my head, but continue to thrust into his fist. “Ah, I need more! Please, Justin.”

He stops rubbing me, and I open my eyes to see him staring at me. “Do you want me to fuck you, Jamie?”

I frantically nod my head and then quickly shake it no. I do want him to fuck me. It’s just, I feel like something is holding me back... or someone is holding me back.

Justin kisses my lips and then pulls back. “What is it, baby? Talk to me.”

I sit up and hold my hand out to him. He slips his fingers through mine and I take a couple of deep breaths before I say, “I do want to have sex with you. I have wanted it for a few weeks now. I just feel guilty because I want William with us and when we have sex for the first time, I want him to be a part of it, too. I don’t want to leave him out.” I toy with his fingers as I explain this to him. I feel ridiculous saying this out loud because when we see William tomorrow, he could change his mind about wanting to date us.

Justin pulls me towards him so I'm sitting in his lap. He wraps his arms around me and I rest my forehead against his shoulder. We sit in this position for a few minutes before he clears his throat “I know how you’re feeling Jamie, I want him to be part of us too and you’re right, if he is going to be included in our relationship we should wait before we go any further with sex.”

I lift my head from where I'm leaning on him and look into his eyes. They are shining with honesty and a shimmer of love. “Are you sure? You aren't just agreeing with me for the sake of it.”

He presses his lips to mine, his tongue swiping against my bottom lip, demanding entrance. We break apart after a few moments. “I promise you, baby, we will talk to him tomorrow and discuss what he wants from us. Now, are you tired? Do you want to go to sleep?”

I am tired but not tired enough to go to sleep. My erection wilted a fraction during our conversation, but after grinding my hips against his, I’m ready to carry on.

I crawl off his lap and gently push him down. I kiss down his neck, making sure to drag my tongue across his Adam’s apple, feeling it shift as he swallows.

Kissing a path down his chest, I flatten my tongue against each one of his pink nipples. I don’t stay there too long because I have a better place to focus my attention on. I drag his boxers down his hips, causing his heavy cock to spring free. I suck it into my mouth before I have his underwear removed from his legs.

The salty tang of his pre-cum bursts onto my tongue. I take his erection out of my mouth and obnoxiously smack my lips together, showing him how much I enjoy the taste.

After throwing his boxers to the floor I take him back in my mouth, swiping my tongue against the slit. These past few weeks we’ve been seeing each other, has me learning how he likes his cock handled.

I flatten my tongue as I lick down his shaft, applying firm pressure when I get to the base. Pulling back, I blow a cool breath onto his balls. I like seeing them twitch. Licking my way back to the tip, I open my mouth and take him deep in my throat until my nose presses against his pubic bone. I force myself to breathe out of my nose. Luckily, my gag reflex isn't triggered easily as he thrusts his hips towards my face.

As I pull him from my mouth, I watch the spit connect from my lips to his dick and think to myself, I wonder how William likes his cock sucked.

I hear Justin groan loudly above me. That’s the only warning I get before he starts to flood my mouth with his cum. I pull back slightly so I catch most of it on my tongue. When he’s stopped twitching, I climb up his body and open my mouth so he can see how full my mouth is. I gulp it down and smack my lips once again.

Justin laughs as he grabs my neck and slams his mouth to mine. He pushes his tongue past my lips and licks the roof of my mouth. My dick is leaking all over his stomach as I grind my hips against the hard muscle. He snakes a hand between our bodies, curling his fist over my erection, and my eyes roll at the touch.

He pumps me a few more times before I explode all over him. He twists his hand when he gets to the tip as cum continues to trickle down his fingers. I push his hand away before I get over-sensitive.

I collapse onto his chest, not caring that I'm lying in my own mess and shut my eyes as my heart violently pounds in my chest.

A few minutes later, I roll off him, and he stands up and walks to the bathroom, returning shortly after with a damp washcloth. He wipes my now soft cock and then throws the washcloth towards the washing basket.

Justin gets back into bed and opens his arms for me. I stick my sweaty body to his and lay my head down on his chest.