Page 28 of Perfect Sin
Sin carries me into our room and kicks the door shut. He sets me on the bed, and the look he gives me sends a shiver down my spine and silences the thoughts plaguing me.
“You’ve spent too much time in your head today. I think I need to do something about that.”
I lick my lips. “What do you have in mind?”
He pulls the belt from his pants and holds it in his hands. “I think I need to fuck my wife. How does that sound?”
“Perfect,” I sigh.
I love him slow and tender and also hard and fast. I love every side of this man.
Giving him control over my body is bliss. His hands on my flesh and lips on mine is my idea of paradise. He drives me out of my mind and quiets my fears with every powerful thrust. I’m at his whim, and yet he gives me everything I never knew I wanted.
When we’re both spent and panting, he releases my hands, and cradles me against his chest. I’m trembling from exhaustion and relief. As long as he’s holding me we’ll not only survive, we’ll thrive.
“You are my everything,” I parrot his favorite phrase. I think I finally understand what he means. Love is just a part of what he is to me. Love pumps through my heart, but Sin is also the center of my soul.
He kisses me gently and strokes my hair. I fall asleep feeling safe and happy for the first time since we were taken from California. Perhaps for the first time in years.
A New Evil
Sin
It’s beenquiet for days. Too quiet. I told Raven to live in the moment, but I’m finding it hard to follow my own advice. The last few days were busy. I had to take a GED exam to enroll in class, which our ever resourceful Agent Holbrook helped speed along.
“I can’t believe we only have one class together,” Raven says looking over our schedules again for the hundredth time.
“You have a class with Lucien and another with Ford. You won’t be alone.”
“I’m not worried about that. I just hate being away from you. Not after the last week with your parents doing everything they could to keep us apart.”
“We both get done around noon. We can have lunch together every day.”
I’m not happy about being away from her for half the day either. There’s still too much unknown about the motivations of our parents. At least she’ll have people I trust to keep her safe.
My first class is computer science. It’s far too remedial for me, but it’s a prerequisite to getting into the program at the university we plan to transfer to. I breeze through the work in the first twenty minutes, and that’s with me taking my time. Still, being in college, something I never dared hope I’d get to experience, is exciting.
A few people look twice at me when I cross campus to make it to my English class with Raven. I’d hoped being states away would mean no one here was interested in the gubernatorial race back in the Midwest, but scandal knows no boundaries.
We take seats in the back, not because we aren’t interested in learning, but having your back exposed is something that goes against all of my training and experience.
“Everyone is looking at us,” Raven whispers.
“They’ll get over it,” I grumble.
For someone that lived their entire life in the shadows, having this much attention focused on me is unnerving. Yet, it isn’t the people staring at me that’s irritating, but the men staring at my wife.
I glower at them, but apparently I’m not very threatening sitting behind a desk. A guy slides into the desk on the other side of Raven. He’s a bold fucker, I’ll give him that.
“I haven’t seen you around here before,” he says to her.
“First day,” she replies. She isn’t encouraging him, not that I thought she would. If anything she seems more tense than usual.
“I’d love to show you around. It’s hard being new,” he offers. “I’m Jesse, by the way.”
“I’m really not interested. If you don’t mind I’d like to just sit here with my husband.”
“Husband? Do either of you have names?”