Page 125 of The Guru: Shadow

Three fingers.

Deis had straightened up and observed his fingers sliding into her with those awful smacking noises, which wanted a part of her to blush and evaporate into nonexistence.

Four fingers. Ouch.

The fierceness of the thrusts of his hand into her was so hot. In her, everything screamed for a release. And then the thrusts stopped. She could now feel his whole hand trying to enter her, pushing against her entrance. It hurt, like shit, like she was going to rip apart, like someone trying to shove a water bottle in there. A small cry of pain escaped her. She tried to move away, but hisother hand gripped around her hip.

“Don’t fucking move.”

So damn hot.

“Open your legs again.”

She hadn’t even realized she had tried to close her knees in an attempt to escape the uncomfortable sensation.

“You’ll take my hand like my cock as the good little girl you are, do you understand me?”

“Yes,” she breathed out.

“Now relax and open up.”

And then he pushed his hand in completely.

An explosion of pain and lust erupted in her. It made her shriek and moan so hard, she had to bite into her own forearm.

“Such a good girl,” came his immediate praise. “Now, take in the sensation of it, my hand in your cunt.”

Such a good girl,his words resounded in her.Why does his praise feel so good?

“Look at me, look how good it looks.”

And she lifted herself up a bit to see his eyes full of fire and then his hand in her. It was disturbing as much as it was flaming hot.

“You are so damn mine.”

Yes, I am yours.

Her heart swelled while the fireworks in her brought her back into a state of being high to a level of blurred vision and total ecstasy. Her skin began to prickle and tingle.

And then she could feel his hand clench into a fist in her, just before he moved his hand. Pushing it into her, the arousal it produced in her was beyond anything she could describe. He started to move faster, and he really thrust into her, pushing his fist against her core while rhythmically opening and closing his hand a bit until she couldn’t distort between pain and lust anymore.

Holy crap shit.

Deis then pressed his other hand onto her abdomen, which made the sensation of his fist in her even stronger. She had nowhere to escape him, and it was exactly what she wanted. She was his. She had been from the first moment his eyes pierced her. His eyes. The thought of them alone made her core pulsate. And when his growled words reached her, they did the rest to make her explode.

“I need you to come for me.”

And how she came. Fireworks of lust shot through her core and veins. She pushed her hips up, and his hand touched something in her that made shudders run down her whole existence. And while she was still riding the high of her orgasm with a distorted view of total bliss, he slipped his hand out of her, and with one swift move he was on her, his hands cooing her face left and right while the pressure of his body grounded her trembling self. And then he thrust into her with his cock. She would have imagined feeling nothing of it after being filled with his fist, but damn, was she wrong.

And as he touched her inner existence with all of him – so valiantly and yet, sensible, so strong and yet, soft, so devouring and yet, uplifting – she just let go of everything.

“Oh Gods, Deis” she moaned as he pushed from such an angle into her it almost made her core split, and one of his hands wandered around her throat.

“Yes, my love” he breathed against her ear. “I’m going to fuck you into oblivion until you pass out again.”

His hand closed around her throat, so strong until she could almost not breathe anymore. It was thrilling and scary at the same time, but she had no energy left for worrying or being scared. Because she felt safe with him. She felt safe with the most unhinged person ever because, hell, she was too, getting off on being choked and fucked.

And as things began to spin in her mind, the world around her becoming so distorted, he thrust into her so hard, his moans reaching her with a breath, “You’re perfection,ma belle.A perfect mess like the universe itself.”