Page 114 of Perfect Enough
It started off slow, and I moaned into his mouth. Josh moved his hands over my body, and I suddenly needed more. So much more.
When I dropped my head back, Josh kissed my neck, jawline, and down to the exposed part of my chest. “Josh,” I whispered, my breath growing heavier as he palmed my breast.
“God, I want you, Sophia. Now.”
My head bobbed up and down in agreement as he lifted my shirt over my head. He pulled my bra down, exposing a nipple, and took it into his mouth. A rush of tingles filled my entire body and settled in my core. I was throbbing, and the only thing that would ease it was Josh’s touch.
“What about,” I panted, “the food?”
Josh eased his mouth back from where he was sucking and biting my nipple and glanced at how much time was left. “I don’t want our first time to be rushed.”
“Honestly, Josh, you could take me right here, and I would be the happiest woman in the world.”
He smiled. “Itismy first time. I probably won’t last five seconds.”
“Don’t talk like that!” I said, playfully hitting him on the chest.
Josh took my hand and we nearly ran through the house to his room. “I need to make sure you come first,” he said with a rawness in his voice I’d never heard before. It turned me on even more, if that was possible.
We quickly undressed one another and before I knew it, I was on the bed, Josh’s face between my legs, and I was screaming out his name.
When I finally drifted down from my orgasm, I felt Josh placing soft kisses up my body. He spent time on each nipple before settling himself between my legs. The feel of his heaviness pressing against the core of my body nearly had me coming again. The idea that he’d waited, andIwas the one he’d chosen to give himself to, almost had me crying.
Lacing one of his hands in mine, my legs locked around him, Josh looked at me. Our eyes met, and he slowly pushed inside me. I’d thought Josh was handsome, but seeing him like this, moving his body inch by inch into mine so reverently, I was struck by just how beautiful this man was.
Josh suddenly stilled, closed his eyes, and drew in a few deep breaths.
“Are you okay?” I stroked his hair as I waited for him to answer.
“I am, but I just realized I’m not wearing a condom…and I don’t have any, for obvious reasons.”
I laughed, and he moaned.
“Don’t laugh! You squeeze around me, and I’m not even all the way in and I already feel like I’m about to lose control.”
“I’m sorry,” I whispered as I stifled another laugh. “I’m on the pill.”
Josh’s head dropped as he said a muffled, “Thank the heavens above.”
He looked up, and our eyes caught again. He pushed in farther when he lowered to kiss me. He paused, drew another deep breath as he let go of my hand, cupped my face, and said, “I love you, Sophia.”
“Oh, Josh,” I said, bringing his mouth to mine and kissing him. He pushed all the way in and held there as we kissed each other like it was our last chance.
I ripped my mouth from his and gasped for air. “Josh! Are you going to move? I need you to move.”
“I can’t. It feels so damn good, I swear I can’t move.”
My fingers clutched the hair at his neck as I smiled.
“What if I suck?”
I laughed, and his entire body jerked. “Sorry! Sorry! And you’re not going to suck.” I could feel the tension in his body, see the sweat gathered at his temples. With my hand on the side ofhis face, I reached up and kissed his nose. “By the way…I love you, too.”
A brilliant smile spread across his face, and his muscles finally relaxed.
He started to move, slowly at first, and did it feel heavenly. I hadn’t been with many guys, two, actually, and neither compared to Josh. He was so gentle, whispering my name as he showered me with attention from his mouth and hands while moving in and out of my body, feeding another build-up with each stroke.
“Oh, God,” I whispered as the familiar feeling started. “Don’t stop what you’re doing!”