Page 63 of All Your Pain
“When I thought I’d lost you. I wanted to prove to you that I’m just as much yours as you are mine.”
“Why didn’t you show me?”
“You needed taking care of.”
“It looks like it hurts,” I frown at him. I’m sure he wasn’t thinking straight when he did it and that makes my heart hurt. He could have really hurt himself. “You need to be more careful. You’re always getting yourself hurt, Dean.”
“Would you believe me if I said I didn’t feel a thing?” I assume he’s teasing but there’s no humor in his voice.
For some reason, I find myself saying, “yes.”
The force of his kiss knocks me onto my back and he thrusts his cock into me in one long motion. I cry out into his mouth and bite down on his lip. As he growls, his chest vibrates and I put my hands there feeling all of him, his old scars and his new ones. With one hand I trace the letters on my own body and press down until I feel the hot sting of pain that makes me clamp down on his thrusting cock.
“How did I get so fucking lucky?” He grunts each word as he thrusts into me and I whimper his name.
“Need more, Dean,” I gasp out.
“I’ll give you everything you need, baby, don’t worry.” He pulls out all the way and I moan out a smallno,but he flips me onto my front and shushes me. “Don’t worry, baby, I’m gonna fuckyou so hard you’ll be thinking of me every second when I’m gone.”
Two long fingers work their way into my pussy and I moan out in relief but it’s short lived as he pulls them out again. “Dean!” I groan. “Please, just fuck me! Stop teasing.”
“Patience, baby, gotta get you loosened up a bit first. Play with your clit for me.” I do what he says, trusting he’ll give me what I need.
I feel one of his soaked fingers pushing at my other hole. I tense up but tell myself I can trust him and my body loosens for him. After a few minutes, he manages to work his whole finger inside me. I let out a long deep moan that I’ve never heard from myself before. The feel of his finger doesn’t compare to the other pain he’s given me and I’m still begging for more.
“Dean, it’s not enough.”
He chuckles and bites at my neck as he adds a second finger and the feeling of being so full and the slight burn as he stretches me has me shaking on all fours.
“No coming yet, little kitten. Need my cock in you first.”
I don’t need to ask for it as I feel him replace his fingers with the head of his cock. I look back over my shoulder and watch as he spits. I feel as his saliva hits where we're connected and he doesn't take his eyes off the sight as he slowly pushes into me.
I cry out in pain as I realize his fingers didn’t do anywhere near enough to prepare me for the size of him.
“It hurts! It’s burning!” I gasp.
“If it’s too much we can stop,” he says tensely.
Stop?
He’s giving me a choice.
“I—no, I want this. I want you.” I reach back for him and he takes hold of my hand as he continues to push inside of me.
When he bottoms out I feel like I’m about to pass out but he slaps my clit and my whole body sparks to life and I come hard.My pussy clamps down on nothing but my ass tenses so hard around his cock that I swear I can feel him in both holes.
He chokes on his own groan and he grabs my hips, keeping himself deep in me as my body tries to push him out. “Too much,” I slur.
He squeezes my hand with a gentle pressure, telling me he’s got me. “It’ll pass, baby. Just focus on the pleasure.”
I’m lost in a haze of pleasure and pain so intense that I can barely make sense of what’s happening to me. Grunts and slaps of flesh fill my ears and I think I’m crying.
His hands dig into my hips but also provide me comfort as he strokes my back. Then his fingers are in my pussy again, stroking my walls. “Oh, fuck, I can feel myself in you,” he groans and my body explodes again. It’s followed by feeling so full I think I might actually burst.
He pulls out as he’s coming and I feel it hit my ass cheeks and back whilst it also drips down my thighs. “Look at that. My sweet girl all covered in come.”
The sudden emptiness of my body leaves me feeling hollow and I collapse but Dean catches me before I land on the mattress and folds me into his body.