Page 84 of Bedlam
“Happy Valentine’s Day. Why don’t you take a little nap, then we shall feast.” He orders, and I smile.
“Feast on me again, or food? I giggle.
“A little bit of both.” They say and I shut my eyes with the last thing lingering from my lips.
“I love you.”
fifty-six
When Memories Become Reality
Jade
Two weeks later…
Sitting up in my bed against the headboard, naked and blindfolded, I pant as the cold barrel of the gun drags along my breasts and around my nipples.
“I love the way your nipples perk every time the metal glides over them. The way your chest and cheeks flush the closer I get to your clit.” Dario rasps as my body shudders from his dirty words.
“Does your wet cunt want to be fucked by the barrel, Kitten? Mmm, do you want to shatter that pretty pink pussy all over the metal as I cock it, pressing the trigger ever so slightly as it milks your tight walls?” He mewls as I moan, opening my thighs for him.
“Yes, please, Big Man. Do it.” I beg. I’m a fucking soaked mess and I just want him to fuck me already. I’m not sure ifthis is a pregnancy thing, but ever since they all took me, I’ve been wanting them day and night.Thank god I have all three, because I’m afraid I’ll tire them out with all my sexual wants and needs.
The cold metal against my clit causes me to jerk as his mouth whirls around my sensitive bundle as the barrel slides inside me with ease.
“Such a good girl for Daddy.” He praises and I whimper, trying to find the friction I need against his face, but his slow thrusts in my cunt, and the whirling of his soft tongue, have me screaming for more.
“Please Dario. Let me cum. Please, please. Fuck, just don't stop. For the love of god, don’t you fucking stop,” I beg.
“I love when you beg, Kitten.” He growls as he picks up his pace, sliding the gun in and out of me faster as his tongue does things to my clit that has me seeing stars.
“Yes, Rio. Just like that. Fuck. I’m going to cum so fucking hard.” I scream as he cocks the gun. Feeling the pinch inside me sends me over the edge and I cum down his fucking chin so hard as my body trembles and my vision goes completely white.
I convulse as memories flood my vision. The guys, the Cafeteria. The dorm, smoking with Jamie, bike rides with Spade, killing D’mitri…everything comes back in full force and I scream.
“Rio, Rio, Rio! Where’s my Babyboy? Where’s Jamie? Help. I can’t fucking see anything. Everything is white. It hurts so fucking bad. Make it stop. Please make it stop.” I scream again as I watch myself being carried out of the lake by the men I love.
“Kitten, it’s okay. Breathe through it. I’m right here.” Rio says.
“I love you, My Kings, but we weren’t meant to be. It wasn’t our time. I’m so sorry.” I whisper, finding myself back in the lake. I feel like I’ve already said these words, just not out loud.
“Jade, you take that back. I’m right here.” He says in a panic. I can feel his hands on me, but I’m still stuck in this memory. It feels so cold right now.
“You will find love in someone else. You’ll have babies, and eventually, your heart will heal, and I’ll just become a distant memory.” I whisper again as tears fall down my face.
“You’re wrong Jade, so fucking wrong. We’re having babies. All the fucking babies. Do you hear me?” He shouts. I can hear his voice, but it sounds so distant.
“It’s okay, just let me go. Free me of my insanity. Call it Spade, do it. Set me free.
No one will be hurt anymore. When I’m gone, everyone will finally be safe. I love you.” I sob as I feel himhold me tightly. Finally my vision clears and I open my eyes to narrowed, crying bicolored ones. Ones I’ve loved for so long and never ever want to be without.
“Rio?” I whisper as his face becomes clearer. He smiles as the tears fall from his eyes.
“Yes, baby. Say it again. Please say it again.” He begs.
“Rio. Fuck. It’s you,” I whisper, cupping his face.
“I love you. I love you so fucking much, my heart wants to burst out of my chest.” I confess and he slams his mouth over mine, kissing me roughly but like it’s for the first time in a long time. He pulls away.