Page 61 of Fated Obsessions
The beast had his wings outstretched, that great span encompassing his shoulders, the tips snaking down the back of his biceps. But what held my gaze was the fact that the dragon was looking right at me, his eyes the same inky pools as they’d been in real life… the same that Azar had.
I blinked several times to clear my head and focused on Azar again. I wanted to demand I be taken back home, but I’d never considered the Pit as such. And with the stuff that had happened with Bryce, and then the shit with Leland, that was the last place I wanted to be. But I thought of Tilly. She’d be so worried about me. I doubted Bryce or the others who’d coming running after us told the rest of the village what had happened. No, the elders and high-ranking officials were no doubt in conference right now, deciding what to do.
And that sure as hell wasn’t coming after me. I had no doubt that I was a casualty in all this, a sacrifice. They’d never go against a dragon to save one of their own.
He wasn’t facing me, and I was thankful for that, but then as if he’d heard my thoughts, he slowly looked over his shoulder at me, his eyes hooded, his nostrils flaring slightly. I clenched my thighs together, but it was like he was silently telling me that he knew I was trying to hide my desire.
Damn him.
I licked my lips, focusing on the fact that I was really thirsty. The dragon looked down at my lips when I ran my tongue over the bottom one, and I swore I could feel this pulse of heat rushout of him. This strange sense that it was his need for me rushed through every inch of my body.
And that damn intoxicating scent was just growing stronger, that spicy, wild musk surrounding me, seeping into every single pore in my body until I felt absolutely liquid.
He stood then, facing me, and although I was making it a point not to look down the magnificent length of his body, I could clearly see his erection was still going strong.
He stepped aside, and the crackling of the newly made fire drew my attention and thankfully had me focusing on something other than what piece of his anatomy was pointing in my direction.
“Come and warm yourself by the fire.” His voice was a low rumble, one I felt throughout my entire body.
And I wasn’t comfortable with that, because of how it made me… ache, how it made me feel foreign in my own body.
“Let me feed you. Let me provide for you.” The way he said those words was as if he desperately wanted to, as if nothing else in this world would please him so much.
When I didn’t move right away, the dark slashes of his eyebrows pulled low. Another almost frustrated sound left him. He moved away from me, going over to a small alcove across from the fire, and picked up a basket that was woven together with strips of red scale-covered hide.
He held up the basket to show me, a dark eyebrow arched now, and moved slowly to the fire, crouching onto his haunches, his massive erection bobbing slightly from the motion, the heaviness of the twin weights below it swinging gently. There was no way it was comfortable walking around with that thing being so hard.
I stifled a needy moan that tried to escape.Nope, not gonna let him know his nakedness affects me, even if he can smell it pouring off me.
He reached into the basket and pulled out a bladder of what I assumed was water, holding it out to me with one hand as he motioned me closer with the other. When I just stared at him, he set the bladder on the ground and reached into the basket again, pulling out chunks of what looked like dried meat. It was white in color, and like nothing I’d seen before, but then again, we didn’t travel far from the settlement to hunt.
The fear of all the dangers of this world kept everyone close. So what was caught in the traps set out were usually small creatures with six legs, thick red fur, and a long tail. The meat had a sour flavor and was the consistency of shoe leather, but it got the job done of curbing your hunger.
My throat burned at the sight of the food, at the knowledge that something that could quench my thirst was so close. But I still didn’t move, and he exhaled as if this fact disappointed him. He set it down before moving to the other side of the firepit. Then he crouched once more, gestured to the bladder of water, motioned me closer to it, and waited. He just sat there and stared at me, his expression not giving away anything, not showing any impatience. It was like he was content to let me do this on my own terms and in my own time, even if he didn’t want to.
I didn’t know how long I stood there, but thirst and hunger over the fact that I hadn’t eaten any of my rations had me pushing away from the wall and walking slowly and hesitantly toward the fire before I knew what I was doing.
I kept my eyes on the dragon as I moved toward the water and food, and when I was close enough to them, I reached out and picked up the bladder first, untied the leather strap that kept it closed, and brought it to my mouth. I didn’t care that I looked like a greedy fool who guzzled the water. I didn’t care if it was warm or had a mineral flavor to it. It was the greatest thing I’dever had, and my eyes closed on their own as a soft moan of pleasure left me.
I didn’t pay any mind to the purring sound coming from the dragon and didn’t dissect too closely how I knew he made that noise because he was pleased. I just kept drinking until my belly hurt from consuming so much and droplets ran down the corner of my mouth.
I pulled the bladder away, wiped my mouth with the back of my arm, and kept my eyes locked on Azar. He hadn’t moved an inch the entire time, and for that I was thankful. It was clear he didn’t want to frighten me, abundantly clear he meant me no harm. But the idea of him desiring to care for me and expect nothing in return seemed… unreal.
“Eat,” he rumbled deeply and pointed to the white, dried meat that still sat within the basket. “It’s the flesh of theSushte Hâv. Very good flavor and high in fat and protein. Good for the body.” His gaze moved slowly, sensually down the length of mine before looking back into my eyes. “You need more weight. You’re too thin.”
I bristled at his words, even if he hadn’t said them with malice or accusation, even though I knew they were the truth. Rationing had a person losing weight pretty quickly, keeping it off easily. I didn’t say anything, just eyed him for a long moment before I glanced down at the meat. My belly cramped and growled at the sight, and I felt my face heat that there was no denying or hiding I was hungry and that he’d clearly heard.
I grabbed a chunk of white meat, surprised that it was heavy and dense in my palm, yet the texture was soft and almost moist despite being dried as I pressed my fingers against it. I brought it up and instantly smelled a spicy, pleasing aroma come from it. My mouth watered, and I was biting off a chunk before I knew what I was doing. Flavor exploded on my tongue. It was indeed spicy as I swallowed, and it hit the back of my throat, butthis sweetness covered my tongue. I moaned again and tore off another chunk, barely chewing before I swallowed, my hunger like a living entity inside me.
“It pleases me greatly to know I’m providing for my mate.” His voice was low, his eyes hooded as he watched me over the flames. The firelight was reflected back at me in those dark pools, and I felt more pleasure at his words, but I added it to the list of stuff I wasn’t going to worry about or focus on.
Everything was equally confusing right now.
It was long moments later, after I’d eaten three more pieces of meat and drank another half bladder of water, before I was content and full for the first time in my life. I felt the drugging sweeps of exhaustion start to wash over me as the warmth of the fire lulled and relaxed me even more and the adrenaline and excitement from the events of the night started to fade away—at least for the time being.
It would have been so easy to just let my lids drop low and sink into the oblivion of sleep.
“You need rest. Let me help you to the sleeping pallet.” His voice was so deep, so thickly accented in that strange dragon way, as I’d come to call it, that it would have been easy to follow his command. “Let me provide a safe place for you to sleep.”