Page 59 of Blaze & Ajax
I rolled my eyes. “You’re changing the subject.”
“Hmm, I have once.”
“Well, I’ve never fucked anyone before, so... let’s stick with our current setup.”
“Fine… Anyway! The point is, it doesn’t matter if we’ve showered.” He lifted my arm, pressed his nose into my armpit, and took a deep breath.
“Hey! Gross! Weirdo…”
“You smell fucking good, is what you smell like.”
I wasn’t used to this. It was weird. If I ever had sex, they fucked me from behind. And with Ajax, it had always been about him dominating me. This was different, and I wasn’t sure what to do or what to make of it.
“What’s gotten into you?” I sighed, making him frown.
“Don’t you want to have sex?”
I deflated and sighed as I pressed my hand to his cheek. “I’m sorry. It’s… not a dynamic I’m used to. No one has ever wanted to just…”
“Make love to you?”
I nodded.
“Tell you what. Let’s try it. If you don’t like it, then I’ll smack you around a bit and tell you what a bad boy you’ve been.”
I snorted a laugh. “Deal.”
“Yes!”
“You’re crazy.”
“Crazy for you.”
My smile dropped, and I swallowed the lump and growing emotions in my throat deep inside. I so wanted that to be true.
“Now, where were we? Ah, yes… lovemaking.”
Ajax pressed kisses on my nose, kissed the septum ring, moved on to kissing each cheek, my chin, jaw, throat… Fuck, I felt loved.
“Oh, by the way, it’s not like I make a lot of love myself. I can’t even remember the last time, so it must not have been that memorable,” he said, popping my love bubble.
He sure was more talkative than usual, too.
Ajax worked his way down my body, kissing as he went, and landed on one of my nipples. “You need to pierce these, too.”
His eyes landed on mine as he swirled the tip of his tongue around the hardening little bud before moving on to the other one, adding some sucks and bites. I hissed from the pain, and he licked it away.
“I want to mark you, too, with little hickeys here and there. To show the world you’re taken, hands off, and all mine.”
Fuck, I ached to believe him.
He rose, moving close to my throat, and nibbled there before sucking hard on the skin. I closed my eyes and dragged my fingers across his broad back, letting him mark and claim me. I would love nothing more than to show others no one else could have me but Ajax, not that people were lining up around the corner to be with me.
He pulled away with a pop and inspected his handiwork before going back at it again.
He touched the bruised skin. “There. Perfect.”
Ajax must have left me at least six hickeys on my throat, shoulders, and chest before he was finally blowing me. If this was what it was like to make love, I wanted more. How stupid to be afraid.