Page 14 of Winter Frost
“Yes, but you could have given me a normal greeting.”
“Yes, but I’m trying to keep myself together since you’re leaving me tonight. Fuck, I could stuff you like the damn bird.”He spins me around and pulls down my pants and panties. Dropping down to his knees, he parts my folds and eats me out, violently, smashing his face in my ass and cunt. I’m grinding back, letting him get all sticky. “Ride my face,” he says, muffled through his meal. I bite my tongue to hold back as I come. He spins me around and sucks on my clit before standing and spinning to face the wall.
“This is going to be fast.” I nodded.
He’s not kidding. One thrust and he’s buried deep inside. We both take a moment as he fills me completely. Several pumps and my soaked core clenches around him and he stills as his orgasm hits. He kisses the back of my neck and then pulls out.
I’m so exhausted, trying to collect myself, I barely register that he’s fixing my clothes for me. I smile at him as he leads me to the bathroom. “Come on, we can’t have them catch us.”
“I feel like a naughty teenager,” I say as we quickly wash up.
He wags his brows and then presses his finger to his lips. “Let’s see how long we can stay hidden then.” Evan swings me into his arms and leads me to his bed, tossing me on the mattress, tasting my lips while his hands roam my body. “Woohoo, what is this second base?”
“I think so.” We laugh and continue.
We kiss several times and then break apart when Autumn calls out for us. “We better get back to them. I’m sure I have to help with the preparations.”
“I’ll lend a hand as well.”
“Why don’t you hang out with your future son-in-law? I’m sure you two need some serious bonding time.” I kiss his cheek. He doesn’t settle for a simple kiss. No, he pins me to the wall andslams his lips on mine and we make out again. Once we’re both panting, finally we break apart.
An hour later we’re in the middle of dinner when the doorbell rings. It’s Owen’s young uncle Nick. The man is just a few years older than Owen. Evan looks at me several times, watching my eyes as if he’s gauging my desire for the newest guest. Is he actually jealous? We’re not in a relationship and tomorrow Evan will be able to chase all the ladies in town. He reminded me again that we were not going to be together so I’m not sure what his problem was.
As the night continues the night goes from fun to crazy. As Nick is leaving, some girl from town named Caroline tries to burst through the door. She attacked Owen in an attempt to get at Autumn. I’d been in the dining room, so I missed most of the chaos, but I still managed to call the cops. That bitch needed to be handled, and she was dealt with quickly. Unfortunately, she’s the mayor’s little sister, so I’m not sure how much trouble she’s really in, but either way I’m so ready to leave. My heart can’t handle being around Evan anymore.
“It’s been a wonderful evening, but it’s getting late, and I have to work tomorrow morning.”
“Oh my goodness, do you really have to go?” Noelle is a treasure and I’m going to truly miss her. As fiery as she is, her heart is good.
“Yes, I do. I’m going to have to go,” I sigh. Each of the girls gave me a hug.
“Girls, she’s been a wonderful nurse, but she has a job.” My heart stalls at his words. Nurse, not friend, not lover. Just a nurse. Those stolen, passionate moments we had meant nothing. Tonight is the last time I’m going to see them. From his words that was without a doubt clear. I had to make my escape. I could feel the bile rising in my throat.
“He’s right.” I give him a brief smile and then add, “Thank you for inviting me to dinner. It was wonderful even if it was crazy as hell.” It was a mistake to cross that boundary between nurse and patient that we did. “I have to go and I’m going to miss you.”
“I’ll walk you out,” he says. A part of me wishes he wouldn’t. Making the break would be a lot easier if he stayed inside. I nodded and then he grabs my coat and purse.
As we reach my car and I grab the handle, he stops me. “Jacqueline…”
“What?” I ask, wondering if he’s going to tell me that he wants more, but he just freezes.
“Um…”
The chill of the night is only amplified by his silence. “What do you want for me Evan?”
“I don’t know.” He closes his eyes and keeps his head down.
“If you don’t know then what are we doing here?” I asked. Where the hell is the confident man who had me pinned to the wall?
“I know that I can’t be without you.” My heart does a little flip, but then it lands with a dud.
“Well that isn’t enough. What am I supposed to do? Just wait until you no longer want me?”
“Jacqueline, I’m obsessed with you. I’m never going to not want you. But I’m not sure what it is you want from me. Like that asshole said, I’m a lot older than you. I’m too old to give you the life you deserve.” My heart cracks in a million pieces because he tells me everything in those words. We definitely don’t have a future.
“You don’t want any more children or anything like that,” I point out. Something passes over his expression. I can’t read it in the shadows, but it doesn’t matter because he answers my question. It dawns on me that we’ve been having unprotected sex, but then again, he might have had a vasectomy a long time ago.
“Jacqueline—"