Page 44 of The Fixer
“No, I don’t think so,” she said shakily. “So have you lost interest since the other night?”
“No, but I’m supposed to be protecting you, not fucking you.”
A sly grin began to lift the corners of her mouth. “Are the two mutually exclusive?”
She was teasing him, and he kind of liked it. “Not at this firm. Most of the operatives who are married, either worked with or provided close cover to their partner—so, it’s kind of the norm.”
“So, if it’s kind of the norm, are you planning on fucking me?” she said, moving to the edge of the mattress so that she was kneeling in front of him. “Tell me more.”
“Since when did you get this forward?” he said.
“Since I met you and you made love to me the other night.”
“Lyndsey, I’ve got feelings for you, feelings I never thought I’d have, but I don’t know that I can commit myself to someone who has no interest in the lifestyle.”
She looked down at her erect nipples. “I don’t think I qualify. I don’t know that I’m interested in the hardcore stuff, but what Reyna said and what I’ve learned from what Samantha has said has certainly made me curious. At least I know it’s something I’d like to explore with you, no strings attached, but I do want a few assurances.”
“Name them.”
“For as long as we’re together, exclusivity. I’m not evolved enough to be able to watch you with another woman, even if it isn’t sexual.” Jake nodded. “And I just had a physical, which included screening for STDs, and I’m on birth control.”
He grinned. “I just completed my quarterly screening and have always used condoms until the other night.”
Lyndsey rocked up onto her knees and fisted his shirt, pulling him closer. “That’s it for me.”
“The exclusivity goes both ways, and I control all of your sexual pleasure. You agree to accept my discipline if I believe it’s warranted.”
“What would make you think it’s warranted?” she asked.
“Pleasuring yourself, not following orders in the field, things like that.”
“What about if I wanted it for stress relief?”
“As long as you ask for it and don’t try to top from the bottom, I can provide you with that.”
She smiled. “I suddenly understand why Samantha told me once she learned early on to ask for what she needed because if she bratted trying to get it, King made sure she thought twice about doing it again.”
“King is lucky to have Samantha. She truly understands the lifestyle and is a wonderful submissive and wife.”
“I won’t be perfect…”
“I wouldn’t expect you to be. I’ll teach you. We can negotiate all of this. Tomorrow, if you like, we can work out a mutually agreeable contract.”
“All right. Now what?”
Jake smiled at her and pushed her back onto the mattress before he stripped himself naked and crawled onto the bed beside her.
He smiled. “Fuck,” he said, staring and running his finger down her naked body.
She touched the side of his face. “Is it weird that while they were chasing us, I kept thinking if I only got to fuck you once, I was going to feel so cheated?”
Jake chuckled. “I don’t know if it’s weird or not, but I know I like that you thought it.”
Lyndsey stared at his cock. Jake knew a lot of women were fascinated by size and girth, and he was happy to have both and more importantly know how to use it so she wouldn’t want any other. He realized at some point Lyndsey had become more than just a client, she’d become important to him in a way no woman ever had before. He reached for her hand and tugged her against his body. “I think I’ve been waiting for you all of my life.”
She wrapped her arms around his neck. “Is that a compliment?” She kissed his chin, nose, cheeks, and finally his mouth.
“Definitely, but I’m not asking for any declarations,” he said as he rubbed his nose back and forth over hers before lowering his mouth to hers.