Page 126 of Icebound Hearts
I swallow, hit hard by the honesty in his words. Nodding, I drop down onto the mattress and roll onto my back. With his gaze locked on me, Sawyer flips the lid of the lube open and drizzles a generous amount on the tip of the vibrator.
“Pull your knees up toward your chest,” he instructs.
I lock my hands behind my knees and pull, opening up and exposing myself to him completely. I feel so vulnerable lying like this, but the vulnerability turns me on just as much as it scares me. And I trust Sawyer completely.
The vibrator’s tip grazes my hole, making me jump, and Sawyer smiles at me. “Are you ready?”
“Yes.”
“Take a deep breath in and out.”
I do it, and he starts pushing the tapered vibrator into me as I exhale. It feels… different, but not bad. And I’m surprised at how easily it’s going in. I’ve never done any kind of ass play before, and I know how much I’m going to have to prep if I’m going to take Sawyer’s huge cock, so this is a good sign.
“Doing okay?” Sawyer checks in, and I nod, so he pushes more of the vibrator into me.
It’s a different kind of stretching sensation than I’m used to, but I like the way it feels. And thinking about how it’ll feel to have his shaft filling there with all of its piercings makes me shiver with anticipation.
“Keep breathing for me, nice and slow,” he murmurs, watching my face for any hint of pain or discomfort. I already knew I could trust him, but the way he’s treating me and going at my pace makes something warm fill my chest. He’s not in any rush, which I appreciate more than he probably knows.
After a few more deep breaths in and out, Sawyer smiles at me. “Just like that, it’s all the way in.”
I blink. “Really?”
I almost can’t believe it. Maybe it’s because I’m so relaxed with him, but I barely felt the vibrator most of the way. Then he switches it on, and I feel my entire body light up like a city at dark. Every nerve ending blinks to life at the same time, and it’s so intense that it makes it difficult to keep my breathing steady.
“Are you okay?”
“I’m amazing,” I gasp, my eyelids fluttering.
“That’s exactly what I want to hear.”
Sawyer slowly drags the humming vibrator partway out of me, and when he stops moving it again, it feels like a shockwave coursing through me. Parts of me are being stimulated that I didn’t even know it was possible to stimulate, and it must really be doing something for Sawyer too, because his gaze is scorching.
I involuntarily clamp down around the vibrator when he starts pulling it away from me again, until my body relaxes again and releases.
“You’re so tight back here,” Sawyer tells me, stroking the inside of one of my thighs with his free hand. “Are you sure you want me to fuck you like this?”
“I’m positive,” I tell him fiercely, looking him right in the eyes so he knows I’m not wavering. Now that I’ve had a taste of what it feels like, I can’t wait to find out how it’ll feel to have Sawyer fuck me there.
“That’s my good girl.” He nods, and the pride in his eyes is almost as good as the verbal praise, melting me from the inside out.
He takes his time warming me up, dragging the vibrator in and out of my hole and drizzling more lube on the toy until I’m relaxed and stretched out enough that he can do it faster and with more intensity. The sensations are so intense that I feel like I could come just from this, but I know better than to think Sawyer’s going to let that happen.
“I think that’s enough prep,” he murmurs a few moments later. “Are you ready to take me now?”
“Yes.”
The word tumbles out of my mouth as Sawyer slides the vibrator out of me. Never looking away from me, he gets himself into position and lubes his cock up generously before he rests the head of it against my puckered hole.
“I’ll take good care of you. You know I will. But if you need me to stop, all you have to do is say it, okay?”
I nod, doing my best to keep my breathing steady and measured, but my heart is racing at such a fast clip that I barely register each beat. He starts to push into me, and although my breath hitches at first, I catch it and force myself to inhale and exhale.
“There you go, just like that. Keep breathing.”
At first, taking his cock isn’t too difficult and doesn’t feel all that different from the vibrator—until we get to the first of hispiercings. He’s already noticeably thicker than the vibrator he was using to prep me, but I didn’t really appreciate how much more his piercings would stretch me until the first one slips inside me.
There’s more than enough lube, so it presses in without much effort, but when it does, my vision blooms with spots and sparks.