Page 68 of Echoes of Fear
I really don’t want to talk about this next part.
“Keep going, baby boy,” he says roughly, holding me tightly so I don’t fall apart.
“He eventually untied me and turned my body around.” Memories flash in my mind but all it’s doing is making me angry. “I remember screaming out in pain because my bottom hurt, and being pressed against the wood made it worse. He keptflicking this leather whip at my dick. Not hard enough to hurt, but enough that my body took notice regardless of the pain I was in and the fear that was drowning me. I grew hard which caused Nick to laugh.”
“It’s a natural reaction, Knox,” he whispers. “Nothing to be ashamed of.”
“I know,” I say. “But it took a long time for me to agree with that. My body betrayed me, and it was humiliating. Once again, he asked if I would cooperate and wear the diaper. I was so scared, in so much pain, completely and utterly humiliated, but I said no.”
“Brave.”
“Maybe. But stupid. He turned me back around and was planning on another hundred-plus hits. He got to twenty-three before the door was blown open, and my club rushed in. I did end up having to go to the hospital, but Ghost made sure I was seen by a doctor that wouldn’t ask any questions. They didn’t want the law involved because King wanted to take care of things himself.”
I turn back sideways, ready to face his emotions.
“I have permanent nerve damage on parts of my butt,” I admit. “But no scars. No lasting visible marks. However, I don’t think I will ever be able to be tied down again. I never want to see another Saint Andrew’s Cross, and I don’t think I can handle being spanked.”
Taylor pulls me in for a hug, and we sit like that for a long time.
“My Pup is a very good boy and most likely won’t do much to earn punishments,” he says, breaking the silence. “But I can promise you that any punishment you earn will never, under any circumstances, be a spanking.”
“I’m going to earn many punishments,” I smile. “But, thank you for understanding about the spankings. As for you worshiping my body, I’m all for that.”
Chuckling, he kisses my forehead.
“Thank you for telling me,” Taylor says with sad eyes. “Now, I’m going to take my man inside and erase those bad memories with some new ones. Then afterward, I want to spend time with my Pup.”
“I don’t like to mix my Little with naughty times,” I rush to say. “It’s not sexual for me.”
Taylor freezes.
Oh no! Did I just ruin everything? I know some people like having sex while in Little Headspace, but I never have. It just felt odd.
“Fuckin’ perfect,” he finally says. “When I have you naked underneath me, I am simply Anthony. Got it, baby boy?”
“I’m not a baby,” I remind him for the fifth time since he started calling me that.
“You’re my baby. Never forget it.”
We take our time walking back to the house. I’m not sure if I’ll ever be able to go to a store on my own again, but this right here is just perfectly fine.
When we reach the front door a hoard of motorcycles pull into the driveway.
“I guess our meeting got moved to right now,” Taylor grumbles. “Come on, baby boy. Looks like we’re ordering pizza.”
“Chinese?” I ask sweetly.
“Alright, Pup,” he laughs. “Chinese it is.”
“What’s up, brothers? Did we ruin sexy time?”
Emily rushes forward and hugs her brother before doing the same to me.
“By the way, I rode your bike here,” she tells me. “It’s been ages since I’ve been on one.”
“Ugh, by all means, take it for as long as you want,” I say, shivers going through my body.
“A biker who doesn’t like bikes?” she laughs.