Page 10 of Shattered Hearts

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Page 10 of Shattered Hearts

And especially not to a woman ten years younger, born the same year my mom and little brother died. She’s still starry-eyed, with her whole life ahead of her. Marrying me is like paving over a happy little flower with asphalt. Harper should be with someone capable of love, someone capable of appreciating her.

Someone like Cian.

Cian might be a manwhore who rarely sleeps with the same woman twice, but we all know he’s the kind of guy who’ll settle the fuck down for the right woman. I always thought Harper was that woman for him. In fact, I expected Cian to be the only person as messed up about today as I am. He doesn’t think any of us notice the way he’s watched Harper over the years, but we do. Not that Harper has any idea. When the priest asks for any objectors to identify themselves, I’m hoping he’ll stand up.

Judging by his chipper demeanor, though, it’s more likely I’ve misunderstood his attraction—his obsession—to her all this time. And as much as I dread and despise the fate barreling toward me like an undodgeable bullet, it’s too late to stop it.

After all he’s done to help me avenge Brianne’s death, I can’t let Shane Gallagher down. The modicum of peace I have in mylife—knowing I put the man responsible for her demise six feet under—I owe to my father.

After burying the love of his life and his youngest son far too soon, my father has met with enough disappointment to last a lifetime without my disgracing the family name.

Without the guys here, I would’ve walked into a wall, fallen out of a window, or murdered one of these wedding assistants who keep popping in to check on us every five fucking minutes.

A hand drops onto my shoulder. With my nerves wound so tight, I almost whip around and dislocate Rory’s arm.

“Look alive, Gallagher.” He nudges me toward the door. “It’s time.”

The guys flank me, all of us moving like a pack of wolves down a long, drafty stone corridor.

Brianne’s funeral swirls through the background of my mind. Her mother’s anguished cries reverberated all the way to where I lurked in the shadows because I wasn’t invited to Brianne’s funeral. Her parents insisting on taking over the arrangements, and given my guilt over her death, me stepping aside and letting them.

By the time we pass through the door to the sanctuary, no sound remains but my slogging heartbeat.

“Good luck, buddy.” Cian gives me a cheerful slap on the back before disappearing with Rory and Darren, leaving me alone.

I gaze around the crowded pews as though I’m in a lucid dream. There’s my father’s proud face. Marnie Brennan, Harper’s mother, sits at the end of the pew nearest the aisle, her cheeks already flushed from the alcohol she drinks in copious amounts when she thinks no one is watching. She dabs at her eyes while guilt pierces my chest.

She’s right to cry. Her precious child is marrying a monster.

Much of this family’s dirtiest work falls to me, and the truth is, in a twisted, morbid way, I love it. I crave the release that senseless violence provides.

The world I live in is often ugly, but it’s the only world where I could ever hope for acceptance.

A chorus of creaks echo through this cavernous place as the congregation rises, and a classic orchestral melody plays.

Rory comes down the aisle first, arm in arm with a blond bridesmaid wearing a long green dress. Once they claim their places, Darren and another bridesmaid emerge, followed by Cian.

The music stops, then starts again. Thomas Brennan, a man I’ve reported to since I was a teenage foot soldier in training, emerges from the giant oak doors, a veiled Harper on his arm. Sweat drips down my back as my eyes land on the flowers clutched in her hand.

The bouquet is damn near identical to my first wife’s…mocks me. Even now, Bri’s there in my mind.I’m so excited to marry you, to build a life together,she once said. Those words burn the inside of my skull, like a parody of all my highest hopes.

In my head, the faraway music slows to a funeral march when Thomas settles Harper’s hand in mine.

As if from somewhere above, I watch myself ascend the stairs while clasping Harper’s fingers. The minister seats everyone and begins the ceremony. It’s like I’m viewing the television show that is my life with the sound on mute.

In these agonizing seconds that seem to draw on for an hour, I wonder if there’s still time. Time to scare the shit out of Harper so she’ll back out of this herself. I could tell her the story of Brianne’s death. Or I could take her out on an assignment with me, so she can see for herself the man she’s marrying.

A man who clips off the fingers of his enemies when he’s in a good mood. A man who knows how to slit the corners ofa person’s mouth and stab them repeatedly until their facial muscles contract, creating a Cheshire grin the size of the Joker’s.

No act of violence is beneath me. Nothing too low or too brutal.

The minister drones on, prompting us when it’s time to speak. With a few inaudible mumbles, we complete our vows.

The minister smiles. “You may now kiss the bride.”

On autopilot, I lift the veil over Harper’s head. The instant I do, my whole world goes sideways.

Shock rips through my stupor. Time speeds back up.




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