Page 76 of Forever Found
“I feel peaceful,” I agreed tiredly.
“Come on. Let’s get cleaned up and get you back to bed. You look tired again.”
“No!” I cried as I opened my eyes and sat up, meeting his eyes as shyness tangled my tongue. “I…I want you Kane, now. I’m not tired. I want you to make me yours.”
“I don’t have a condom,” he told me as he studied my face. “We don’t have to do it now, angel. I’m not going anywhere,” he hesitated.
“I’m not rushing. I know we don’t have to do it now, but I want to. I want this,” I told him with as much surety and confidence as I could muster.
“I still don’t have a condom. I didn’t….we weren’t even talking yesterday.”
“Well we’re more than talking now,” I reminded him. “And there’s a box of condoms under the sink,” I nodded through the steamed up glass towards the vanity.
“You bought condoms?” he laughed.
“I like to be prepared.” I blushed again.
“So cute,” he whispered as he leaned into kiss my lips, then rose to his feet, taking me with him. He set me down and released me slowly, like he feared I’d collapse again.
“I’m good. You made me lose the power to stand for a moment there,” I joked and we both smiled.
“I’ll have to try harder if you can already stand this fast,” he teased, then he stepped out of the shower, returning moments later with the shiny square packet we needed.
When he still looked a little unsure as he faced me again, I boldly moved, walking over to him, and placed my hands over his pecs.
“Stop looking so worried. I know things with me are bad out there,” I said as I waved toward the bedroom door, “…but in here it’s you and me, and I know damned well what I want,” I told him firmly. “And that’s you, if you didn’t know,” I added teasingly.
“I just don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want you to regret this later,” he admitted.
“No matter what happens, Kane, I can promise I will never ever regret this time we’re sharing right now,” I assured him. “And you would never hurt me.”
“No,” he agreed. “I wouldn’t.” He wrapped his arms around me and pulled my hips closer to his crotch. I felt his hard length press against my stomach and that need came alive even more rapidly within me all over again. He turned me so that I was under the warm spray, which was cascading from the waterfall shower head, and I had to move my hands to his shoulders to steady myself. He leaned in and down until my lips met his, kissing me slowly at first, almost languidly, like he wanted tosavor every single moment. I shivered as his rough, large hands wrapped around my hips, almost fully encompassing my waist in his grip. As the heat between us sparked into an inferno, the kiss turned wilder, and I was running my hands over every inch of him I could reach. My hips moved as I searched for some friction where I needed it again. As if he felt my desperation Kane released me and pulled back just long enough to tear open the condom and get it on in one fast movement.
“Still sure?” he checked in as he grabbed my waist again and lifted me up enough for me to wrap myself around him.
“Always, when it comes to you,” I uttered as I locked my eyes on his. I needed him to believe how much I trusted him.
“Jesus, Addy. You have no idea how you make me feel when you say things like that,” he growled, then he was kissing me hard and fast as he lined himself up at my entrance. I pushed my hands into his hair and held on. I just tried to keep up with the kiss, as he totally overwhelmed me with the sensation of him filling me so full.
I threw my head back and gasped for air as he started to thrust in and out of me. It felt perfect and I lost all inhibitions and thoughts even, as I got lost in Kane.
“So good,” I gasped. “Harder Kane, please. I want all of you.” I knew he was holding back, being careful with me because he was worried about me, but I didn’t need him to do that. I had no doubts that I was safe and protected with him. I wanted all he could give me. I wanted to see who he was when he finally let go completely.
He didn’t disappoint, grabbing hold of my thighs firmly and pulling me tighter against him with every hard, punishing thrust inside of me. Our flesh was slapping together as we both seemedto get lost in the slightly wild, utterly perfect rhythm. All I could hear was the slapping of our flesh and the gasping desperation of our breathing.
“Kane!” I wailed as it all came to one incredible crescendo. There was no warning. My orgasm smashed over me like a tidal wave and my body tensed as I wrapped my arms around Kane’s shoulders and clung to him desperately, almost afraid of the strength of my pleasure.
“Let it happen, angel. I’ve got you. I’ve always got you,” he gasped close to my ear, then he tensed beneath me as he found his own release. He too cried out in a loud groan, then he just clung to me as he gently continued to thrust a few times. The movement stopped and then there was just the water spraying over us, and the frantic breathing as we both tried to come down from the high we had found.
“You okay? Did I hurt you?” he asked with concern a few moments later.
“No. Definitely not. Why would you even think that?” I asked as I turned my head and smiled lazily up at him.
“The way you grabbed me at the end. I worried that I’d hurt you or scared you.”
“I was a little scared, but only of how intense that orgasm was. I worried if I didn’t hold on, I really was going to just float away,” I explained, blushing yet again.
“Like I’d let you float off anywhere,” he scoffed. “But I’ll definitely take the compliment,” he added with a wink.