Page 14 of In Too Deep
“Chris, I…”
She waved a hand to shut me up. “I know, it’s stupid. I’m way out of line. You’re my best friend, Jan, and I don’t want to ruin our friendship. That’s why I was staying away from you. I was hoping I could force feelings go away. But I don’t think I can. So I decided I’d go away instead.”
I was still confused. I put a hand to my chest, over my heart. “You’re in love with me?”
“I’m sorry. You’re just really amazing.” Christina said with a defeated sigh. She plopped down on the edge of the bed and stared down at her feet. “You hate me now, don’t you?”
It was my turn to be silent, shocked by her confession and at the same time, wondering how to respond.
It was shocking, yes, but I didn’t find the fact that she liked me in that sense repulsive at all. In fact… it was… oddly… flattering… and more than a little… exciting.
So how did I feel then?
Did I like her that way, too?
I didn’t know.
This was all so new to me.
I knew one thing, though.
I didn’t hate Christina anymore.
I loved her.
And I didn’t want to lose her.
I sat next to her on the bed and took her hand. “Have you been with another girl before?”
“Just once,” she said, lacing her fingers into mine. She glanced sideways at me. “But she wasn’t nearly as amazing as you.”
I smiled at her. “I don’t know if I can… you know… be with another girl.”
Christina nodded and lowered her eyes. “I understand.”
“No, you don’t,” I said. “I’m willing to learn. So… kiss me.”
Her eyes shot up to meet mine. “What?”
“Kiss me,” I repeated, leaning in.
At first, Christina did nothing. She just looked at me as if I was crazy, then she leaned in and did as I asked. She pressed her soft, warm lips into mine.
Our lips parted and I felt her tongue searching for mine, hot and wet. Our tongues mingled, sending a buzz through my veins.
Then Christina stopped kissing me and pulled back. The look in her eyes told me she wanted to do more.
“Go on,” I urged in a whisper, leaning back on the bed. I could feel my panties getting wet. I took it as a good sign…
Christina heightened the buzz of excitement in my body as she kissed my neck and cupped my breasts. Then she kissed my breasts reverently over my t-shirt and dipped her hand between my legs, stroking gently the crotch of my gym shorts.
I gasped, trembled. I was no virgin, but somehow, with Christina, I felt like one.
I felt scared, but also excited and eager.
I wanted more.
She tugged my t-shirt over my head and I quickly wiggled out of the sports bra. She gently slid off my gym shorts and panties, then let her fingers trail down over my stomach and to my pussy, which I kept shaved because I was always in a swim suit.