Page 34 of Kisses

“It's why I’m so messed up in the boy and girl interaction things.”

I laugh, “I would have to agree.”

Her elbow nudges and she smiles, “Of course, you would. I mean, I’m the girl who just wants sex and only sex.”

“Did you participate in the parties?” I joke.

She lightens up more and states, “Fuck no! Eww!”

We both laugh.

I comment, “I appreciate you opening up to me about that. I know you didn’t want to.”

She laughs, “Clearly, my exhausted mind wanted to share details of my life.”

“Is that a bad thing?”

“No, it isn’t,” she sighs, “I’m tired.”

“Then let’s go to bed,” I state.

We both lie down on the bed fully clothed. I wrap my arms around her, and she snuggles up closer to me. I caress her soft, waving curls, then kiss her forehead. She snuggles in more.

What is she doing to me? I barely know her, but the force is making me want more of her. In the beginning, I was all about the sex with her. Now, that is not enough. I want all of her. From what she just told me, it still has to be slow moving. There is no choice, especially with our current situation; slow is all we can do until she graduates. I just hope we can hang on until then. Right now, everything will be behind closed doors. It’s going to be tough, but I have faith we will conquer this obstacle.