Page 42 of Renegade
I rub them and squeeze them and when I feel my hard nipples bouncing against my palms, I take a chance and pinch them. “Oh Fuck,” I yell, surprising myself with the way my pussy reacted to it.
“You like that don’t you? I felt your pussy squeeze me, do it again,” he says, really digging his fingers in now and moving me so fast. I do it again and again, screaming with ecstasy each time. “Fuck yes, you are so fucking sexy.” I’m so close to coming, my body is shaking with the need. “Keep pinching those nipples and pinch them hard.”
As he says it he lets go of one hip and rubs my clit, as I pinch my nipples. I lose it, my orgasm crashes over me so hard and so fast that I don’t feel in control. “Fitz,” I scream out.
He only pumps into me a few more times before he shouts my name his release finding him. I fall forward onto him and his solid arms wrap around me. We lay there coming back to reality before he rolls, placing me on my back. “Fucking incredible. Sexiest thing I’ve witnessed yet.” I blush at his compliment and he kisses my cheeks. “Why so shy, baby? My cock is still inside you,” he says with a grin.
“I’m just not sure I’m the sexiest thing you’ve witnessed. I mean come on, I’ve seen some of your groupies,” I say, forcing a smile.
His face goes from play to serious in the blink of an eye and he grabs my wrists, pinning them above my head once again. He is breathing so heavily I feel it on my face and I swallow my nerves at what’s to come. He gets close to my face and searches my eyes. “You told me earlier that you would trust me or at least try to trust me. I told you I’ve never lied to you, so why the fuck would I start now? You are in no way comparable to anyone I’ve ever been with before. To me, you are the most beautiful woman in this world. You have the sexiest body I’ve ever seen or touched. To me, there is no one else around, but you. Don’t fucking question me when I tell you how beautiful or sexy you are, because it pisses me off.”
Now I’m the one breathing heavily as I search his eyes. “It has nothing to do with you or your past, Fitz. It’s me and my past. No one has ever told me I was beautiful until you. No one has ever told me I was sexy or hot or hell even okay looking. So don’t jump down my throat, because it’s hard for me to believe that someone as fucking gorgeous as you, finds me beautiful.”
He lets go of my hands and wraps his arms around me. “Shit, I’m sorry. I just don’t understand how you’ve never heard it before. Christ, there is no comparison in my eyes.”
We stay wrapped around each other for a while before there is a light knock at the door. “I’m not coming in, so if you’re having sex, keep going. I just wanted to let you know we sent Tony for pizza, if or when you guys are hungry,” Ethen says.
I laugh and after a minute Fitz joins me. “What a fucking asshole,” he says, shaking his head.
“He might be, but I’m actually starving,” I say and laugh when he looks down at me with shock.
“Holy shit, I suck as a boyfriend. I didn’t even buy you dinner before we had sex.” He kisses my forehead and climbs off me. “Come on, let’s get dressed and get you fed.”
After we both get dressed, he intertwines our fingers and kisses my hand. I take a deep breath and prepare myself for facing the rest of the band. I begin chewing my lip and look up at him. “I’m kinda nervous.”
“Nothing to be nervous about baby. They all knew this was going to happen. I’ll handle it, don’t worry.” He gives me a quick kiss and before I can say a word, he opens the door.
We walk out into the bright lights of the bus and I squint my eyes trying to get used to it. Everyone is on the bus. Poppy sits on Nate’s lap, while Ethen and Ralph play a video game. They all turn their heads when we walk out and my stomach flips.
“Hey Brooklyn, nice to see you,” Ethen says, before he busts out laughing.
“Ethen, shut the fuck up. I swear to God I’ll kick your ass,” Fitz hisses at him and he shakes his head.
“Hi Brooklyn,” Ralph says, quickly looking over his shoulder.
Okay, maybe this won’t be so bad. I mean except for Ethen’s remark, they seem to just be ignoring the fact that we just came out of the bedroom.
“So,” Poppy says, looking between the two of us. I don’t know what to say, so I look up at Fitz. He smiles down at me and presses a soft kiss against my lips. “Oh my God,” Poppy screams.
They all look at us again and I bite my lip to try to keep from laughing. Fitz just shakes his head and gives me a quick wink. “Well, here’s the thing. Brooklyn and I are together.” They all start yelling out questions and he holds up his hand. “We will figure it all out, but right now the only thing you need to know is that we are together.” My heart swells in my chest hearing him tell his bandmates we are together. I feel like now it is official. He looks back down at me and grins. “I’m crazy about her,” he says to them, but never looks away from me.
I push up on my toes and press a kiss to his mouth and they all start to clap or whistle or yell. I immediately pull away and feel my face blush. Alright, it might take a little longer to get used to the idea of public displays of affection. I look over at Poppy and she has a huge smile on her face. She mouths ‘I love you’ and I nod my head mouthing it back.
Tony gets back with the pizzas and Fitz has me sit at the table with Nate and Poppy, while he goes to grab some drinks out of the fridge. Before he comes back, Poppy reaches across the table and grabs my hand. “I want details later.”
I giggle and agree, just as Fitz, Ethen, and Ralph come over to grab some pizza. Fitz of course, doesn’t give anyone a chance to sit next to me, so Ethen and Ralph take their pizza over to the couch. He hands me a water and a slice of pizza and I graciously accept. We all sit around talking and laughing for the next few hours. I suddenly realize, I might just belong here. They all treat me exactly like they do Poppy and I feel like I’ve been with them forever. I’m not sure what’s going to happen come Monday, but right now I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. I’m surrounded by the people who mean everything to me and when Fitz rests his arm behind and rubs my shoulder, I smile knowing he’s the reason why.
Damn I don’t want her to go. That’s all that goes through my mind when she’s sleeping in my arms. Hell, it’s all that has gone through my mind since the minute I saw her again. We leave tomorrow and I still have no idea where her head is. Every part of me wants to force her to stay, tie her to the damn bed if needs be. Besides that probably being illegal, I don’t want to make the decision for her. I want her to be the one that says she’s staying. She’s been told what direction to go her whole life and I’ll be damned if I’m going to be like the rest. Whatever happens now, it’s on her.
I want to stay wrapped up in each other all day, unfortunately the band and I have a signing and photo op at a local guitar shop. I need to get up and I hate the thought of disturbing her. We haven’t left the confines of the bus the last few days and part of it is selfish reasons, the other part is so the paparazzi doesn’t run with this. I think I’d like to know where it is going before they print a story about my love life and they will. They’ve always talked about how I’m the party kind of guy and I go from relationship to relationship, but never the settling down type. They will have a field day with this and I guess I just want to protect Brooklyn as long as possible.
She stirs in her sleep and I look over at her. She is fucking beautiful. The way her hair is fanned out half on me, half on the pillow. Her mouth slightly parted and her naked goddess body pressed against me. It makes it hard to keep my commitments, when all I want to do is worship her body.
There is a light knock on the door and I quickly cover her with the sheet, because it’s bad enough Ethen saw her ass the other night, no one but me gets to see how perfect she is. “Yeah,” I say as quietly as I can.
The door pushes open and Poppy sticks her head in. “You know I hate to interrupt, but you need to get your ass moving. We need to leave here in twenty minutes.”
I nod my head and she closes the door. I turn my head and kiss her forehead, while pulling my arm out from under her. She immediately opens her eyes and looks at me. “I’m sorry baby, I need to go do that signing. The invitation is still open if you want to come,” I say, pressing a soft kiss to her lips.