Page 27 of Violent Attraction
I don’t think I was, unless...
“Are you a virgin, Isabella?”
Here I am on my bed with my cock out, in between Isabella's legs and her pussy only a few inches away, and only now I’m asking this question.
I take my attention away from my hand to the woman bare in front of me.
All the lust that was there before isn’t there anymore, fear is now in its place.
I don’t say anything, I just wait for her to answer.
Finally, she nods.
Why did I think that she had been with someone before?
“Has anyone ever touched you before like I just did?” This time she doesn’t hesitate and shakes her head once again.
I nod, not saying anything.
“Are you mad?” her voice is small, and she sounds like nothing like the woman that she is. Like the woman that was stabbing me with her finger earlier.
Am I mad?
No.
Do I wish I had known so that I could’ve been gentler with her?
Yes.
I don’t answer her question, instead I bring my hand back to my mouth and lick it clean. Blood and fucking all.
After there is no sign left of her release, I lean forward and place my lips against hers, giving her a taste of herself.
“I’m only mad that I wasn’t gentler with you.” I say against her lips.
The shaking of her head is what makes me pull away. “I don’t want you to be gentle. I want everything you have to offer.”
“Isabella.” I start to say but she stops me.
“No Santiago. I want everything.”
Everything.
She wants everything.
Do I give it to her?
I don’t even have to ask. I already know the answer to that question.
“You can have everything you want.” It’s a fucking promise that I seal with another kiss on her lips.
That’s how we stay for a little while. Tangled around each other, kissing, groping, grinding. Everything you can think of that is an intimate action without sex, we are doing it.
Finally, I pull away, place my forehead against hers and breathe in everything that she is giving me.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” I don’t want to push her into anything she doesn’t want to do or rush her into a decision she might regret.
She nods. “There’s a reason my virginity is still intact. I was waiting for you.”