Page 150 of Lost in the Dark
I started shaking my head and didn’t stop shaking it. “I don’t understand.” I wriggled my hips, but I couldn’t get free—and if I thought I’d felt full before, I’d had no idea what the word even meant till now.
“That’s why we’re here. Why we’re showing you. Are you all right?”
Was I? I was trembling all over, like my body knew something about me now that I didn’t.
“Lamb,” Reeve went on, “when we first picked you up, I didn’t even think we’d fuck you. But the way you smell...the way you feel, the way you react to us...”
Jo pushed hair out of his way and kissed my temple. “The moon sent you to me and Reeve.”
Reeve gave Jo a smile and bent down to kiss him and I felt his knot rock inside me as he did so, pulling against the entrance of my pussy, and grinding inside against Jo’s knot inside my ass. “I’m not superstitious like my mate here,” Reeve said, when he rose up. “But my body? I believe.”
“M...ate?”
“Yeah, lamb. We’re wolves. Most times we mate for life. But sometimes you get lucky and expand your pack.”
“And that’s how we’re going to solve your problems,” Jo said. “All you have to do is let Reeve bite you in wolf form, tomorrow night. Then you’ll feel like shit for a few days, but by the next full moon, you’ll be good as new.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing—but I also couldn’t believe that they were both still trapped inside me. “That’s...it?”
“Yep. ’Cept for the part where you come live with us,” Reeve said.
“And we fuck you morning, noon, and night.” Jo chuckled.
“But maybe we can talk you into getting rid of that IUD I feel up there,” Reeve said with a smile—a true one, now that I was on the inside of his life, and I was allowed to see it.
“I want kids,” Josiah said, emphatically, and Reeve chuckled.
“And I don’t want to get a callus on the end of my dick from bumping up against the strings.”
“That’s insane,” I said, because it absolutely was.
“Yeah? Does this feel insane to you?” Reeve asked lightly, rocking his hips back and forth, and dragging me with him.
“Fuck, Reeve,” Jo breathed.
“It’s just—how am I supposed to believe all this?” I asked him, reaching up to frame his face with both my hands.
“Easy, lamb,” Reeve said, his voice the soul of kindness. “Don’t think too hard. Just feel.”
I swallowed. Being here...as crazy as all this was...felt right.
And I was full to the brim of both of them, they weren’t normal, there was no denying it.
“And you both want me? Really?” I asked, my voice quiet and high.
“Oh, Lizzy,” Jo said in response, as Reeve nodded gravely.
“Jo here’s been looking for you for so long he’d almost given up.”
“And you?” I asked Reeve.
“I figured I’d take what I could get, if it was offered. I usually don’t hope.”
“He’s a liar. He does. He just can’t tell anyone about it,” Jo said. “But he wants you too—”
“’Course I do,” Reeve said, staring down at me. “Every wolf wants to find his lamb.”
I couldn’t help it, I started crying again, and put my hands to my face to try and hide it. “That’s ridiculous. You two—this whole thing—it’s ridiculous. I can’t believe it.” But I was laughing as I said it, because for the first time in who knew how long, I was starting to feel whole.