Page 24 of Dirty Little Secret
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Andrew
Holly won’t answer my calls.
Not that I blame her. I had no right to interfere with her and Nick, even if they were already broken up. I should’ve trusted her to make the right decision for herself and stayed the fuck out of it. It’s too late now. I only hope she can forgive me.
While I wait for Holly to calm down enough to talk to me, I decide to try and talk to Nick. He’s angry too, which I completely understand. I just hope I can explain things from my point of view. Maybe I am in the wrong. Maybe I never should’ve gone there with Holly, but I did. I can’t change the way I feel, but I also know no woman is worth losing my son over. If he wants me to end things with her for good, then I probably will.
“What the fuck do you want?” Nick asks when he opens his front door and finds me standing there.
“Can I come in?”
“Does it matter what I say?” he grumbles. “You’ll do whatever the fuck you want anyway.”
“Can we talk?”
He grunts in response, so I take it as a yes. He walks off into the kitchen, leaving me standing there. I close the door and follow him, sitting down at the table opposite him.
“For what it’s worth, I’m sorry. I never meant—”
“You never meant what?” he challenges, his eyes blazing. “To fuck me over or to fuck my girlfriend?”
“She’s not your girlfriend anymore,” I quietly remind him. “You took care of that, remember?” I curse myself for not being able to keep my mouth shut because I’m clearly making this worse. “If it makes you happy, I won’t see her again.”
It’s going to be a hard promise to keep, but I’d be an asshole not to try.
Nick sighs and runs his hand through his thick hair.
“I don’t want to be the reason you’re a miserable fuck,” he mutters. “And she deserves to be happy. God knows what she sees in you, though.”
“What are you saying?” I ask, not quite sure where this is headed.
“I’m saying do what you want to do. I may not like it, but she’s made it pretty clear she’s into you and not me.”
She did? When did she tell him that?
I swallow my questions because asking them feels like I’m rubbing this in his face. I push back my chair and then stand up, hating how strained things feel between us. I know he needs time to process the thought of Holly and me together and the least I can do is give him that.
“I better go,” I say.
“Sure,” Nick replies, his voice sullen. “See yourself out.”
* * *
A half an hour later,I’m parked outside the front of her apartment. I stare up at it, looking for any evidence she’s awake. Breaking into her apartment to do what I’m about to do is a risk after how we left things, but one I’m willing to take.
My mouth is already watering as I slide her window open and step inside, soundlessly. I push the window shut and draw the curtain, so that the only light in her room is what's coming in from her balcony.
The scent of her hits me first, as my eyes land on her sleeping form. She is sleeping on her side, facing away from me, a sheet tucked up around her shoulder and hair splayed behind her like a halo. The sight of her, completely relaxed and unaware, makes me feel like an animal. I want to sink my cock so deep inside her and never come out.
I prowl around her bed and pull my shirt off, letting it drop to the floor. I take off my shoes and undo my belt, before slowly drawing her sheet off her body. She's naked again, the eager little thing, just begging for me to have my way with her.
Dragging my fingers up her thigh, a smirk tugs at my lips as I watch goosebumps break out behind the touch. She stirs sleepily, a quiet moan escaping her lips as they form an adorable little pout. I shift my weight, kneeling between her feet as I push her knees apart and up, spreading her open for me. Fuck, she looks beautiful like this, laid out and all mine for the taking.
My mouth waters, and I swallow loudly. My fingers shake as I reach out and gently push her lips apart, baring her inner folds. I lick my lips, eyes darting up when she shifts her weight and sighs, tilting her head the other direction. She's not going to stay asleep, not this time. I want her to wake up in the middle of mindless pleasure, so suddenly that it doesn't even occur to her to resist.
I push her lips apart and lean down, coaxing her thighs over my shoulders. Then I lick, first thick and wide over her hole, then I focus on her clit. She shivers, biting her lower lip. I do it again, digging my nails into her ass to keep her spread wide open for me.