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“Wh... what’s wrong? Did I hurt you?”
“I....” I swallow nervously and shake my head. “I... I think it was too sudden. I...” I trail off helplessly, biting my lips in embarrassment as I drop my gaze.
“Look at me, baby,” Seer says in a gentle voice, softly caressing my face. “Please..?”
Helpless against the plea in his voice, I raise my eyes to his.
“Did I hurt you?”
I shake my head slowly. “No... It was just so... sudden. I didn’t have time to... I’m sorry.”
His eyes widen in disbelief as comprehension slowly dawns on him. He sits beside me.
“Are you…? Oh my God, is this your first time?”
“Y… yes. I’m sorry.”
Seer says nothing. His silence seems to echo in the room, bouncing off the walls of my head. Shame washes over me, and I lower my eyes again, mentally preparing myself for the outburst or cold withdrawal that’s to follow. One would think I’d learned my lesson at seventeen, the first and only other time I’ve ever been this close to the opposite sex. Was his name Bob? Maybe Ben….
God, why the hell am I thinking about the despicable college boy who wasn’t man enough to take my virginity?
“I can’t believe this,” Seer says, finally breaking the pensive silence. “How is….” He laughs delightfully, surprising me with the sound. “I’m one lucky motherfucker, that’s for sure.”
I look at him, searching his face with a surprised frown. “You’re not mad?”
“Hell no, baby. You’re perfect, and I’m honored to be your first.”
“Really?” I ask in a small voice, blinking back the tears that rose in my eyes. They fell anyway.
Seer leans forward to kiss and catch the tear that slid down the corner of my right eye with his tongue. “I wish I could get hold of that bastard that made you feel you had to be ashamed of being special. I’d kill him and feed him to Gator’s alligators.”
I chuckle quietly, amused, grateful, and turned on all at once. I like how possessive he is behind that cool façade. I raise my hands to his face, running my thumb over his firm lower lip. Looking into his alluring blue eyes, I’m reminded of the reasons I liked him in the first place… Despite the letdowns in his past and the battles he’s had to fight, he has retained the pureness of his soul and remain true to himself.
“Kiss me, Nicholas…,” I whisper without taking my eyes off his. “Take all of me.”
* * *
Take all of me.
The words keep echoing in my head as I lean forward to press my mouth to hers. I kiss her slowly, loving the way she instantly opens up beneath me. I trail wet kisses down her chin, to her neck and shoulder, gently kneading my hands over the mound of her full pert breasts. I keep kissing and teasing her until her soft, breathless moans become begging desire.
I pull away from her, kneeling on the bed between her legs. I look down at her, and I have to remind myself for the thousandth time that this is her first. I have to be gentle.
But damn if she ain’t irresistible, with her wildfire hair spread across the white sheet and her eyes dilated with pleasure. I grab both her knees and press her thighs open, baring her completely to my gaze. She makes a weak sound of protest, trying to close her legs out of embarrassment. But I hold them in place.
“You’re gorgeous, baby,” he whispered. ‘Please let me look at you.”
She does, and I smile into her eyes. I kiss her again, distracting her attention from my finger. Gently, I slide my hands between her legs and my thumb over her clit, rubbing in slow, teasing circles. I nuzzle against her, my lips on her neck, nibbling and kissing my way up to her earlobe, where she seems most sensitive. She shivers slightly, gasping in surprise as her fingernails dig deliciously into my back. I work my fingers against the slick seam. And then she forgets her fears and loses herself in her own pleasure. I watch her squeeze her eyes shut as she clamps her thighs against my wrist and snaps her hips up once, twice, three times before she freezes. All the muscles in her thighs, belly, and bottom are tense and quivering as she contracts against my fingers. Before she fully recovers, I position myself so my dick is nestling against her wet pussy. It’s taking everything in me not to plunge into her and claim her as mine. I want her hard and fast.
But this moment is all about her, so I cup her right cheek, smiling softly into her endless brown eyes. “If you want me to stop at any time, just say the word.”
“Seer, please…,” she whispers shakily, pushing slightly against my dick in an attempt to take me in. I close my eyes and grind my teeth as blood rushes to my head from the feel of her heat against my crown.
Damn.
I slide slowly into her until I felt her hymen rip. She stills, snapping her eyes shut. I kiss her forehead softly. “I’m sorry, babe. Do you want me to stop?”
She shakes her head, moving slightly beneath me. I grind my teeth as she clenches and unclenches around my length in a bid to get accustomed to my weight. It’s taking all of my self-control not to plunge all the way in.