Page 86 of Guarded Deputy
“I’m breaking the ice.”
“I’m not sure we need an ice-breaker at this very moment.”
“You’re right.” He licks a path along the waistband of my shorts.
“This is slow torture,” I mumble, pressing my head into the mattress and closing my eyes.
“It’s the sweetest kind.” His words vibrate against my skin. I had no idea how wonderful that would feel until now. Words spoken against me, tingling my skin in a way that adds to my yearning.
Instead of removing my shorts like I think he will, he kisses back up my body, this time releasing my hand to remove my T-shirt and bra. Nate looks at me with darkened eyes, licking his lips. When his gaze meets mine, it becomes fiery.
His lips crash against mine in an all-consuming kiss. I claw at his back, wanting to rip his shirt off. Breaking away a moment, he allows me that small gift. He tugs it up and over his head, throwing it on the floor before leaning back down, and his chest smashes against mine with no barrier. We’re skin to skin, heartbeat to heartbeat. His body moves over mine until he flips us and I’m on top.
He runs his hands up my thighs, and I shiver when his fingers sneak into my cotton shorts, finding my wet core.
“Fuck,” he murmurs.
“Ditto.” I moan when his finger brushes against my clit.
He does it again before sliding his finger into me, eliciting a drawn-out moan. His fingers move alternating between being inside of me and rubbing against me, brushing and stroking and bringing me to the brink. My body is already so sensitive that a touch from him is amplified. But Nate continues to push me until I’m begging him for more.
I ride his fingers like my life depends on it. I’m almost there, whimpering at the feel of a rising orgasm.
Abruptly, he slides his fingers out of me and leans his head up so he can look at me.
“Time for dessert.” He winks and kisses me.
I slide off him and lie back. He trails down my body with his hands while I finish kicking off my shorts and underwear. He chuckles at my desperate attempt to get completely naked.
He moves toward the end of the bed, and his hands hold my thighs, spreading them open. His eyes blaze into mine as he smirks.
Jesus, I’m going to combust.
“Hold on.” He tilts his chin toward my hands.
His mouth descends on my most intimate area, tongue slowly swiping along my clit. Each movement is deliberate and tantalizing. Nate is nothing if not aware of my body. He holds my hips down, keeping me in place, as his mouth devours me.
Everything in this moment becomes like a scene in a movie where it turns to slow-motion. My heart echoes in my ears, the sound dulling everything else around me. My hands go to Nate’s hair, tugging the strands while at the same time keeping his head in place.
He doesn’t relent. His tongue fucks me and teases me and swipes everywhere. His fingers move to where his mouth isn’t, adding to my pleasure. It’s too much. Too intense.
“Nate,” I say tightly through a moan. “Don’t stop.”
“Don’t plan on it. You’re addicting. I can’t get enough.” His words fuel my desire. My head thrashes, moving from side to side as my fingers clutch my sheets.
My body tightens, core pulses. Heat swims inside of me, prickling my skin. I call out as he pushes me over the edge with no mercy. My legs shake as my orgasm takes over, making my cry out in pleasure. I will my body to relax, but it’s so tight, so coiled, that until I release completely, my body remains like this.
“Get lost in me,” Nate says.
And I do. I get so damn lost that I’ll never find my way back because Nate has paved a new way that will never compare. I’m lost in him. Lost in us. And I have no intention of being found.
When I finally come down from the intense climax, Nate kisses up my thighs and stomach until he’s at my mouth, fusing our lips together. In this moment, I know that I’ll never be the same. This isn’t just sex. It isn’t just an orgasm. It’s a connection. A union with a man I’m falling for.
“We’re not done.” Nate smiles, brushing my hair away so gently it’s a contrast to the way he was eating me before.
“Good. I don’t ever want to stop.”
He chuckles, kissing the corner of my lips. “We’ll have to take a break at some point.”