Page 22 of Sweet Possession
ChapterFifteen
ASHER
I wake with my angel in my arms, and nothing has ever felt so right. It still amazes me that I feel this way towards a girl I haven’t even known for two months. It’s crazy, but sometimes in life you just know. Everything about her draws me in, turns me on. I want her with me every second of every day. I know that’s not feasible or healthy, but that doesn’t mean I won’t try. I sigh, knowing that in a couple of weeks, I will be back to reality. I’ll be back at my job. I don’t need to work, not when I win the kind of money I do from poker, but I like to because it keeps me busy. But right now, I have the strange urge to hand in my resignation, say fuck it all, and spend all my time with Remi. She could sign up for college classes online, and we could be together all day, every day.
I groan in frustration at my unhealthy thoughts. As much as I want that, it can’t happen. I know my angel would never go for it, and I can’t expect her too. She needs to have her independence as much as I need to control her. And as strong as my need to control her is, I want her to thrive. She deserves everything she desires, and she can’t achieve that if I keep her locked up like a caged bird.
I scrub a palm down my face as I try to tell myself that it’s for the best. That we both need something of our own and some semblance of normal. It doesn’t work though. I want everything from her. I know it’s my insecurities talking after the whole thing with Cali, and I need to remember that my angel is not my ex. But I can’t help thinking she’ll be taken away from me. That some man will think they can take what’s mine. My heart pounds as visions of that happening assault me. Ican’tandwon’tlet that happen. I just need to find a way to let her think she has her independence while still keeping her close.
Something grabs my attention on Remi’s nightstand. Checking that she’s still asleep, I reach over and grab her cell. I know what I’m about to do is fucked up, but I need to know where she is at all times when she starts college. I also know that although she has pretty much accepted it and moved in with me, she will want her own space to work on assignments and will no doubt want to stay in her shithole apartment. Not that I will allow it. Remi lives here now.
Punching in her code – I may have seen her enter it several times and memorized it – I bring up the app store and find what I’m looking for. Clicking on “download,” it asks for a password or face ID. I smirk, knowing a little thing like a password won’t stop me. She gave it to me when I helped her set up her online poker account. Typing it in, I hit download and wait for it to show on her screen.
When it does, I make quick work of making an account and then hiding the app so Remi can’t find it. I do the same on my own cell, linking our accounts so I will always be able to find her, always know where she is. It’s extreme, sure. But it is what it is. My angel has the same access to me, can track me. Or she could, if she knew about the application on her phone.
Putting her cell back where I found it, I drop mine on the nightstand and grin. She may lose her shit if she ever finds out about the tracking app, but I don’t care. She will get over it. I will do whatever is necessary to make sure she is safe.
Wrapping my arm around Remi’s waist, I pull her into me with a sigh. Burying my nose in her hair, I breathe her in, letting her scent calm me. I exhale a breath, letting go of all my errant thoughts and the invasion of privacy I just committed.
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I spend the day doing admin work on my laptop while Remi sits on hers doing her final preparations for college stuff. She sits on my couch, pen in her mouth, and brows furrowed as she looks at the screen. She’s fucking adorable. I want to grab her, bend her over the couch, and fuck her. My cock hardens in my pants at just the thought of getting inside her pussy. A need like no other washes over me.
I’m about to reach over to her and do just that when my cell sounds. Groaning, I pop my computer on the coffee table and pick up my phone. Fucking Cali. It’s like she knew I was about to put my dick in someone else and is trying to cockblock me. She won’t though. Not in this lifetime. I glance over at Remi, whose eyes are on me, a brow cocked in question. It’s cute she thinks I will answer to her. She is not in charge here. It’s not like I’m going to answer the call anyway. I’ve said all I needed to say to my cheating ex. Clicking the sound off, I pop my phone in my pants and push off the couch, holding my hand out for my angel to take.
“What are you doing? I have…” She trails off, something flashing in her eyes I can’t quite decipher. “I have college stuff to do,” she finishes.
Instead of answering and waiting for her to take my hand, I reach down, closing the lid of her laptop and moving it onto the coffee table. I reach for her and pull her to a stand. She sighs in exasperation. I know she wants to argue, but she won’t. She knows I won’t stop until I get my way. I’m stubborn like that.
Deciding I don’t want to fuck her over the couch but in my hot tub, I pull her to the sliding glass doors that lead outside. “Let’s relax for a bit. You’ve been working so hard, and you haven’t used the tub since you moved in.”
She comes to a halt, stopping me in my tracks. I look back at her. She scowls, and I have no doubt it’s at what I just said. Her next words prove me right. “I haven’t moved in, Asher. Yes, I’ve been staying here but when I start school, I need to be at home. Inmyapartment.”
I mull over her words. I can demand she moves in here right now. Tell her she has no choice. But that won’t get me anywhere, and it definitely won’t get my cock in her pussy, so I smile sweetly and agree with her. “Of course. Whatever you want, angel.” She doesn’t need to know my words are to pacify her.
Her shoulders sag and she smiles. I almost feel bad for lying to her, for humoring her. But I don’t. There is no scenario I can think of in my head where I will allow her to go back to that place. Not when she is my girl. Now that we’ve gotten that out of the way, I continue my descent to the tub and strip us both naked. I climb in, then help Remi into the warm water. She sighs, closing her eyes as she relaxes. It doesn’t last for long though.
Her eyes snap open when I pull her into my lap so that she is straddling me. “Asher,” she shrieks as the water goes everywhere, but I ignore her, too caught up in the way her pussy feels against my cock. All my control snaps. I need her now.
Lifting her with one hand, I grab my dick and position it at her entrance. Her hands settle on my shoulders, and she holds on tight as I push into her. We groan in unison. The feel of her wrapped around me? I don’t think I’ll ever get used to it. She is heaven.
“Ride me, angel,” I grit as my hands go to her hips so I can help her.
Remi doesn’t disappoint me as she does as I say. She circles her hips, taking all of me, her cunt so tight it strangles my dick. “Oh, God,” she moans as she speeds up her movements.
“I am your God, and you are my perfect angel, aren’t you baby?” I growl as I start thrusting up into her. Remi nods, her mouth parted as if she is going to speak, but all that comes out are whimpers as I take her higher, closer to her release. “Come on my cock, angel. Show me who owns your cunt. Show me that I am the only one that can make you feel like this.” Reaching down, I circle her wet clit, making her curl in on herself. With me inside her and the water making her wet and slippery, she cries out as she clamps down on my dick, her juices soaking me just like I wanted. She slumps forward, but I don’t give her time to recover.
Lifting her off of me, I flip her around and over the edge of the tub, so her back is to me. “Hold on tight angel.” I shove inside her, making her shout out. I smile. She must be sensitive, but I won’t stop until my cum is inside her. Visions fill me of her birth control failing, of her pregnant with my baby. She couldn’t leave me then. If possible, my cock turns to steel, and I am suddenly praying to every God up there to make this happen. I want my seed to take root. I want her belly round, growing with my child.
That thought does it; my release barrels through me. I still, my cock jerking as I fill her up. I groan as I fall forward. I’m spent from my orgasm and overcome with all things Remi. I never thought I would want these things. Obviously in the bigger-picture sense, I knew I would have a family one day. But with Remi I feel this primal urge to procreate with her. To make her mine and tie her to me in every way possible.
It’s just a matter of making it happen now.
“Wow.” She sounds awestruck.
I smile, dropping kisses to her spine. “Yes, wow.” I pull out and bundle her up in my arms. “I needed that. I wasn’t too rough, was I?”
“No. It was perfect.” She smiles and it’s so breathtaking, my breath hitches, and something snaps inside me.