Page 74 of The Sweetest Note
“You’re just so damn pretty, I don’t think you can help it, can you?” she murmurs. Still sitting on me, she starts to open the straightjacket, and Colly grabs her hand as he hovers over me.
“Elaine, are you sure that’s a good idea?” he whispers furtively, as if anyone is going to care or hear him.
Shrugging, Nurse Ratched pulls her hand away and continues to divest me of the jacket I’ve pretty much lived in for just over a month.
“I need to know they worked,” she tells him. “He’ll ask me when he sees her, and we’re on a tight schedule. They’re already waiting for her.” Pushing down my thin sleep shirt once the jacket is gone, she licks her lips.
Heat starts to push through my veins, and I don’t understand why. My skin begins to flush under her stare, and her eyes glint in approval. “That’s a good girl,” she says softly, running her finger over my nipples. Unable to control myself, I arch into her touch.
Why am I doing this? What the fuck did they give me?
It’s like my brain is still on board with stabbing this bitch, but my body is a fucking traitor. Gently pulling on my nipple, she nods as it begins to stiffen for her.
“God, I wish there was enough time to play with you,” she whispers, leaning forward to blow over my skin.
An embarrassing amount of wetness begins to collect between my thighs, and I writhe for a whole different reason now, rubbing my thighs together as I fist my hands.
Colly chuckles as he squeezes my breasts with his hands. “She’s so much more fun when she’s higher than a kite. Maybe Mr. Xav will let us have her when they’re done.”
Danger sounds in my brain, but my body won’t listen, desperate to be filled. How is there a drug that can do this? Why would you do this to a person? I can’t consent, I can’t say no, all I can do isneed.
I’m mindless, and as my body begins to throb, I have a feeling it’s going to get worse.
Nurse Ratched pinches my nipples hard and I gasp, whispering, “More.”
She giggles, nodding as she slowly pulls up my shirt and Colly pulls his hands away. “You may be right there, Colly. The bitch may just beg for me to straddle her face and ride her until I come while you fuck her.” Leaning forward, Nurse Ratched drapes her body over me, encouraging me to rub myself on her. “Yeah, I think she’d fucking love that,” she breathes over my lips.
Enjoying my mewl for more, as my brain demands and begs for me to stop this madness and fight, Nurse Ratched pulls me to my feet. Guiding me as we walk, I can’t bring myself to fight her. I can’t even drag my feet or dig my toes into the floor.
“We’re just going to turn here, sweetheart,” Nurse Ratched coos as they walk me out of the cell, through the halls, and into the main hospital.
I’m surprised by all the natural light as I blink at the sudden influx of it. Shouldn’t wherever they’re taking me be done in some back room, away from prying eyes?
Not that I need to worry about anyone seeing me, pupils blown, chest heaving, body on fire. There’s no one around as I’m marched to an unknown location. Nurse Ratched and Colly whisper depraved things into my ears as we continue down the hall, causing me to beg to be touched.
“That’s it, beautiful. We’re almost there, and then you’ll be fucked within an inch of your life, and still probably beg for more,” she chuckles.
At the end of the long corridor, in front of a pretty door that sits out of place here, stands Xav. Eyes wild and stressed, he rakes his gaze over me.
“Is she ready?” he growls. “We can’t fuck this up. They want someone who will be a damn wildcat in the bedroom.”
Colly chuckles. “Lennon, it’s time. Take your clothes off.”
As if I’m watching myself from outside my body, I hurriedly strip off my top and then my shorts. They stopped bothering with panties the last few days.
Grinning widely, Xav nods, opening the door. “Walk right through there, and everything you want will be waiting for you.”
In my true self, I would want Derek, Roark, and Turner to be on the other side of that door. But I’m not myself. I’m this creature they created, who only wants to be fucked and sated. Walking in eagerly even as my brain screams not to, I see four men standing on the other side of the door I don’t recognize. There’s a giant bed in the middle of the room, the walls are a pretty shade of gray, and there’s soft lighting everywhere.
It doesn’t look like the place where my whole life will change yet again. I’ve fought so hard to keep this from happening my entire life, and yet I walked in eagerly and willing.
As if to protect myself from what’s about to happen, my mind goes dark as the first man grabs my hair, tossing me onto the bed.
The door shuts, and the next few hours are nothing but a blur of need and lust.
Derek
The drive to Hidden Hills with my father is long and quiet. I swear this man is taking every back road imaginable until I’m so lost there’s no way I’ll ever be able to return here by memory. Restraining the urge to huff in frustration, I force my feelings away.